20151227
♥ 剩者为王
我这个人啊,折腾了这么久,就是死心不了。
无论我告诉我自己多少次:放弃吧,我这一辈子就是遇不到一个爱我,我也爱的男人。
但是对于我来说,我一直渴望着有一个爱我的人,可以跟我在一起,陪我走完这一生。
爱情一直是我坚持了这么久的原则,我为什么要妥协呀?
20150412
♥ 看不见爱情的房间
除了十余年的时间与空间,我们竟然连投契的话都找不到多少。只能靠回忆从前。然而从前也没有什么多余的材料供我们使用。连以往那些光鲜的记忆,此刻也显得那样单薄。更不用提,我那些不可告人的,隐秘而激荡的小心思,早已经在岁月里慢慢蒸发,变成浅淡的一抹水痕。
It's been long since I had such a good read.
20150402
♥ What's happening to me?
First of all, let the lyrics say.
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑 能告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
虽然看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞
I am not sure which is worse. Desperately trying to get someone to notice you, or desperately holding on to hopes when you know there aren't none.
This is not me. I need to find myself back. I do not wait around for someone just to get a bit more chance to interact, even though I know the chances are not proportionate to the time. Or maybe this is too myself. The bit of myself that I buried too long back, that is awakened. That, is so... unfamiliar.
20150116
♥ First piece of good news
First piece of good news delivered in 2015!
After many sad news about how my nice managers are leaving the firm, I finally got my first piece of good news. On 16 January. Not too bad, not too late.
Dear is getting married!!!!!! :)
I'm honestly happy and excited for her! There has been a few friends getting proposed to recently but of course dear's was the most exciting one.
Can I be her bridesmaid please??? Hahah well due to the limit, maybe no. But in any case, I'm definitely waiting for the wedding invitation and preparing to give a big hongbao. Cannot wait to be present to witness her getting married :)
P.S.: Even though we have drifted a bit, please know that I'm still very happy for you to hear this. Please stay blissful as always.
20140623
♥ 별에서 온 그대
Just so you know, I started on my dramas again after a long time. 3 months since "The Heirs". I thought the story plot was typical and boring, but the eyecandies everywhere sort of made up for it. Park Shin Hye always managed to tug at my heartstrings too. Her innocent eyes bahhhhh.
So I was idling around at home almost every other day anyway so I decided to start on my K-dramas again. Lots of them to watch and I started off with 별에서 온 그대 which literally translates into "You who came form the stars" or also called "Man from the stars" or "My love from another star". So this drama has created such a huge craze all over Asia and when I was in Korea, Kim Soo Hyun was everywhere. I heard about Do Min Joon and Cheon Song Yi even without watching the drama. Cheon Song Yi's lip colours were sold out at Laneige and Iope (Arghhhh why didn't I buy it?!?!?! It's sold out anyway.)
Even when I head over to Hongkong, people were still talking about Do Min Joon and Cheon Song Yi. Because there were rows and rows of Korean restaurants right outside our hotel and the tour guide was explaining this was the aftermath of Hallyu wave, especially stronger because of this drama. So of course I must start off with a good drama after such a long while right.
This huge picture is my desktop wallpaper now and if you know me, I am never crazy enough to put stars onto my wallpaper. Yonghwa and Jonghyun were on it briefly hahah.
Now Kim Soo Hyun and Jeon Ji Hyun are on it because I'm experiencing serious withdrawal symptoms from it. I love everything about Cheon Song Yi. She is mad gorgeous and hilarious and I'm never a Kim Soo Hyun fan but I can't find any better person to act as Do Min Joon than him.
I'm blogging about this because the withdrawal symptoms are so bad that I can't stop thinking about this drama day and night. I feel so empty like literally my heart feels so empty I feel so not energetic like I'm sick or something. I feel as I really have Do Min Joon leaving me for the stars and never coming back hahaahahhaha. Maybe because Cheon Song Yi is such a relatable character, besides the fact that she's a top star - she has a character like every other girl. I'm rewatching parts and parts of it 'cause I cannot move on to another drama so soon. This is good because Jeon Ji Hyun is so natural and so willing to go all out for her role as Cheon Song Yi resulting in all those unglam but super funny moments. There isn't a specific specific moment that I like because I adore almost every moment of this drama. Jeon Ji Hyun is such a goddess.
I've also finally changed my ringtone from "I think I love you" by Byul from Full House's drama to "My Destiny" by Lyn from this drama. Signalling a change from Song Hye Kyo to Jeon Ji Hyun as my new goddess hahah. Rain remains as my favourite male everrrrrr. Kim Soo Hyun doesn't come anywhere close but I've to admit he's so cute as Do Min Joon.
별에서 온 그대. 짱!!!!! ^^