20111129
♥ 这些年，以后的那些年。
Exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! :D This exams period has been exceptionally long and draggy and this semester has been extremely taxing. Though I would say it is my slackest semester too. How contradictory am I ah. I seriously hope I do not repeat my mistakes semester after semester.
That aside, I hope I still do well. I shant comment on the papers because more often than not, it turns out different from what I thought. So... celebrated the end of this torturous period by watching 那些年 with Xuanz and Yingling! ((: I have been ranting about it for the whole month and like finally... But I guess maybe all the opinions raised my expectations a little too high. It wasn't that awesome to me afterall. But still some takeaways and thought-provoking moments too.
“人生本来就有很多事是徒劳无功的啊。”
“不像考卷，所有复杂困难的问题，都能得到一个解答。真实人生里，有些事永远也没有答案。”
如果，没有了这些徒劳无功，如果，没有了这些困难，那我们的生命就会更完美吗？或许吧。可是，换个角度想想，遗憾会让生命更完整。
我知道有很多人不喜欢故事的结尾。可是，不是每个故事的男女主角都必须在一起。我喜欢这样的结局。就是因为带有一点点的遗憾，一点点的伤感，回忆才会更值得收藏，人才会更懂得珍惜。
那些年，我也有过很傻很蠢的事。我的那些年，永远地埋藏在我的心底，偶尔拿出来细心回忆。那你的那些年呢？
20111110
♥ Wake-up call.
This is probably just one of the many Tumblr pictures out there that apply aptly to what I'm experiencing now.
I wonder the many setbacks that I face after I stepped into university is because my not-as-high intelligence has already reached its limit or simply because my efforts does not correspond to the marks I yearn to get.
These few days have been terrible. And the horoscope has been really accurate in predicting this.
Wednesday, 9 Nov:
"Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success. A recent setback or disappointment may have you wallowing in melancholy. You had high hopes for a recent venture, and you may feel like you fell flat on your face instead of soaring high as you had envisioned. Although you may not have gotten what you wanted, or earned the accolades of someone you wanted to impress, you endeavor was not wasted. You learned a lesson, you gained experience, and now that the timing is just right, you are ready to set the world on fire. Try, try again."
Thursday, 10 Nov:
"Take back your power, Virgo. Someone has made you feel bad about something. It might be a big choice you made. It might be a relationship that this other person doesn't approve of. It might be your general direction in life. Whatever it is, by allowing yourself to feel hurt or pressurised you are giving away your power. You are on the path you are on because that is exactly where you're supposed to be at this moment in time. If you let someone else cause you to feel insecure or doubtful of your own judgment, you have nothing. Take the helm of your own ship, and be the master of your destiny."
Yes I know. My horoscope damn encouraging one, everyday tell me to try again and not give up.
I guess this is it. No more fooling around, no more procrastinating. It's getting too late and increasingly hard to save myself recently.
Why are wake-up calls so harsh?
P.S. My last blog post before exams end. So, it's long.
20111106
♥
I don't know if anyone feels the same way. Because sometimes, I feel that if I kept talking to a person, and in the end, I might feel as if I am irritating that person.
A while since I last updated. Too busy with school, but thank gawd it's all ending in less than a month's time. 23 days to be exact, and less than 2 weeks to start of exams, I haven't even started revision?!
I had yet another haircut on Friday. Actually it's been 4 months. So glad that hair has been behaving well these days. I think this is the shortest length I have ever had for the past decade. Could have actually gone even shorter since my hair grows so fast, but okay luh I'm pretty comfortable with this slightly over-the-shoulder length.
Everytime I cut my hair, I always hesitate for a while. But everytime (or at least these 2 times) I decided to cut for the same reason.
Anyway, back to school work.
Exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! :D This exams period has been exceptionally long and draggy and this semester has been extremely taxing. Though I would say it is my slackest semester too. How contradictory am I ah. I seriously hope I do not repeat my mistakes semester after semester.
This is probably just one of the many Tumblr pictures out there that apply aptly to what I'm experiencing now.
I don't know if anyone feels the same way. Because sometimes, I feel that if I kept talking to a person, and in the end, I might feel as if I am irritating that person.