20100630
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Today is a new day. The air seems fresher HAHA.
Yesterday was my last day of work. Honestly, it was mixed feelings. I wouldn't say I don't feel sad at all, but it was more of relief. My other colleagues eg. Hueihuei and Lili has been exceptionally nice to me. But, I'm really tired of working. Especially when job has been so not challenging and fulfiling.
Since I've stopped work, I'm now free and available for dates! Please contact me for a date. :D I need to catch up with people I treasure and let them know that I still love them as much. (: Oh yes chalet has been booked. Can't wait!
Currently I've not been accepted into any FOCs yet. FOC means Freshmen Orientation Camp for all those who dont understand the term. Hopefully both the FOCs that I registered accepted me luh. That means half of July will be full of fun. Although I really dread knowing no one in my group. Yes I'm not as sociable as you think I am.
Had a long talk with the taxi driver when I was running an errand yesterday. Honestly, this is the first time I talk to the taxi driver for so damn long haha.
I've lost my source of income but meetups please continue! :D
P.S. Oh yes I collected 187 such photos HAHA.
20100627
♥ July spells fun!
I'm ending work in a few days' time! :DDDDDD
And July spells fun! (:
1. Senior girls chalet! (Is it booked yet?)
2. NBS FOC and CAC/SU FOC! (That's if I'm selected.)
3. No work!
4. Many meetups plus outings to exotic places LOL.
I think I should start blogging in point forms. Makes my train of thoughts clearer plus less long-winded.
Friday night was Watami with clique. I don't know if it's because of the not-so-nice seat we're given or what, the dinner doesn't feel as nice haha! But still, I will frequent Watami again :DDD
Trying to organise some mini meetup with psch people. Okay so far I've only told Sinhua and Junya. I guess quite a few guys are having their block leave next week so yay, there's time for meetup. (:
Okay and I tried but can't bear to change my blogskin. Haha I think it's really pretty leh! (Peisi just has diff taste from me.) And sorry Hazi, still no tagboard HAHA.
Anyway, past weeks have been like a crazy bday week?!
Happy birthday to Minmin (21st), Jiahui, Brian, Minho & Yonghwa oppa! (22nd), Javin! (& Rain too but I'm not crazy over him) (25th), Kristy, Alan and Jaslin (26th). I really hope I don't miss out anyone!
And happy awesome 1st month! Blossoming rship! Haha you know who you guys are.
Yes, I called Minho & Yonghwa oppa. Haha I mean they are right! And I think something v amazing about them is that being so young, they know what they want in life. Minho is 23, Yonghwa is just 21! And I realise Lee Hongki is only 20?! And some member from U-Kiss is like 15?! MYGOSH, and I feel so aimless. I need some goals in life...
Okay, enough of Korean stuff. Haha was watching Seohyun and Yonghwa on WGM for 5 episodes straight. AWW Yonghwa is so cute haha! Okay okay enough.
Time to dive into my books! Btw does anyone know why everytime I upload photos, my spacing gets so weird ah! I've to keep rearranging for a couple of times before it's nice.
以前说的不是这种以后 快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过 才短暂用有
20100621
♥ Tired of being tired.
I'm officially tired of being tired. Working life is horrible. Cannot imagine my few decades of it later on. Shall worry about it then. I need a rich husband!!!
Anyway, 9 more days to freedom! Why does 9 days seem so far away?!
Facebook is currently spammed by NUS Engineering Camp photos because Swetha, Ningxin, Emily, Masu, Wenqin are tagged in it. Furthermore, Jinyin is the OGL. The photos are making me excited about my camps. Though for your info, I have yet to register for any. HAHA
Oh yes did I mention that I hate Sim Lim Square and Orchard MRT? They have ultra slippery floor and I never fail to slip everytime I go to Sim Lim (which is like twice already) and Orchard MRT (which is like 4/7 times maybe?)
Sucks sucks, prays that I do not slip at Orchard MRT today!! ):
Sucks sucks, I've to run an errand at Sim Lim again. I hate you Sim Lim!
No updates on weekdays nights, so don't bother waiting. Unless I'm too free at work (like now) to blog, if not wait for the weekends! Aiyah anyway it's just one more week! PLUS ANOTHER 3 DAYS! : D
P.S. Can I just escape after getting this month's pay?
20100620
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Awesome weekend spent! :D
Today was a day spent with Sharon. At first I was a little worried that it might be awkward, but with Sharon, how bad can it get luh? Haha I understand why I'm so close with her already. She is just like me! Except our tastes in clothes. She has weird tastes yucks haha!
We had a long long lunch whereby we chatted about our ex crushes! A lot of blushings, laughing-out-louds etc. I love the chats! (: Except that she keeps on complaining we might be mistaken as lesbians whenever I grabbed her zzz.
A few camwhoring photos with her. Must demand from her. Haha yes, who says students must hate teachers? I love our teacher-student-yet-friends relationship! (: Just like how much I enjoy chatting with Ms Ting and Ms Khoo too!
The other day, I dreamt of Mr Benjamin Leow! HAHA which reminded me that I'm really really grateful for all the wonderful teachers that has been there for me for the past few years. Haha maybe I shall do a post dedicated to them on Teachers' Day haha!
Yesterday was when I forked out 100bucks to treat my family to a meal. Finally, I feel less guilty haha. Because I haven't gave them a proper treat even though I'm earning some (though little) income.
The other day, I spoke to Guohao about being childish because he is playing Pokemon and his MSN nick was 'Pokemons rule the world!' No I'm not kidding, that coming from a 20-year-old NS guy. Obviously, NS failed to make him more mature? He replied, "Go and observe what your brother does.". Next day, I hear my brother watching Teletubies on Youtube. Po and Lala were talking haha damn cute but I was like WTH. By the way, Teletubies used to be my all-time favourite show when I was younger.
Okay I got pangseh-ed by Antonio for the second time on a super last-minute basis. One more time and he will get it from me.
10 more days to more freedom and boredom? HAHA :D
20100617
♥ I've got painkillers! :D
Thankyou for the concerns! Had a slight headache today again, but it's not as bad so I'm fine. :D
I've got painkillers with me. Literally and figuratively.
1) Awesome Gwen came to eat awesome wraps with me, making it an awesome lunch for me!
2) I'm meeting Sharon this Sunday, finallyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
3) Meeting Huifang& Zhixin next Saturday. Huifang that crazy woman set the date 1 month ago! o.o
4) ABCD wants to go back to Watami the next time, and maybe Ootoya after that?
5) NJMD photo-browsings on Facebook cured my headache temporarily.
6) Thu, when is our private little date? Although nothing is settled yet, the thought of it is enough to excite me! :D
See the power of LOVE. (:
In addition, I wanna blog about this which I read from another blog. Shall not talk too much about the blog in case the blog owner knows about the stalker aka me.
A guy is dying of cancer. His friend asked: " Why did you keep telling people you're dying of AIDS?" He replied, "So when I'm dead, no one will dare to touch my girl, not unless the man loves her so much." AWW.
By dearest Wong Elin which I haven't met for nearly a year : " When I'm at school, I count down to dismissals. When I'm at work, I count down to the end of work. Just realised I spend my entire life counting down to the end of life. This is the story of my pointless existence." Agree to a large extent, but disagrees with the part that her existence is pointless and friends, better tell me my existence is not pointless!
Okay, good night, before headaches attack again! (:
P.S. In 13 days' time, I bid goodbye to my workplace, my bag, and my not-so-pretty-already heels.
20100615
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Mood swings continue today.
Plus really ultra bad headache and a while ago, I had gastric problems too.
What is wrong with my body?!
Point is, I'm having such bad headaches since 10am and I can only go home in 2.5more hours' time. Haven't had such a bad headache/giddy spells in a long time. The world seems to be revolving around me. I was thinking of sleeping at 10pm today. Now, I think I would sleep as soon as I get home and skip dinner. I can't eat anything anyway! Same for lunch as well.
Sorry if I sounded pissed/cranky/anything along the line.
20100614
♥ It's okay not to be okay.
Today, I'm feeling lousy.
Reasons being:
1) I'm feeling very vexed (don't ask me why I don't know).
2) I really am sick of working.
3) I really hate pretending that I'm v busy at work when I've nothing to do.
4) I feel fat because my skinny jeans is tight and it makes me feel like my thighs are ultra fat (not like they aren't).
5) I still have giddy spells. It results from me imagining that I'm a graceful ballerina and spinning three times on the spot on Saturday. The giddy spells are not going away gosh.
6) No one bothers to chat with me to make me feel better. By the way, thank you for telling me to self entertain.
7) Today is just a bad day. I'm having monday blues.
P.S. I'm not emo.
20100613
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It's Sunday already! Seriously, why do weekends pass so fast?!
2.5 more weeks to end of work! Hopefully some fun job to support my shopping expenses?! I feel so... I don't know life feels meaningless. I mean I don't feel like I'm living my life to the fullest, and partly because my job is so unfulfiling and not challenging. I'd rather go and volunteer somewhere. At least I'm contributing a little to the society.
I really feel like a no-life individual. Brother and sister has been going out during weekends everytime! It's okay, I will organise some more outings for the next few weekends!
Currently, I'm actually jealous of my sister. (Hope she doesn't read this if not she gets too ego)
1. She has thinner thighs than me.
2. Her legs look nicer than mine, as in more toned.
3. Her hair length is just the right length I would like;.
4. She curled her hair.
I used to tease her because she was chubbier than me but now I think I stay fat and she slimmed down so I'm irritated haha!
Anyway, people told me my inspirational posts feel emo?! Anyway, since this is so random, I've no relevant pictures to post.
Before I end this,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTONIO! : D
7 years & counting!
20100607
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Today wasn't a good day. Yeah I officially received the rejection email for NTU scholarship. Am a little upset still, but am fine. Expected the prolonging of the wait to be just a prolonging of agony, though I held on to a little hopes every now and then.
Which makes me realise life has been too smooth-sailing for me. When a setback comes, I cry myself to sleep. Too weak, seriously. Maybe this setback is good in a sense too. When life gets too perfect, I will forget how to deal with the imperfections. The real challenge comes after graduation!
I'm fine, really. It's a big thing but it's not the end of the world. I'm sorry to those who believed in me and whom I have disappointed. And I thank those who were with you when the sky came crashing down on me. It wasn't too exaggerating but it's one of the biggest events in my life already. I'll get back up, come'on luh, who am I? HAHAHA.
The world won't stop spinning because I am moaning. Neither will it slow down for me to catch up. And I think the least I should do now, is to get back with life, because life goes on. And I will just continue to work hard and who knows, someone good might just come along the way?
(: Collected a whole collection of these pictures haha. You will see more of them in the posts after that.
P.S. I tried changing the blogskin yesterday but failed again ><
20100605
♥ There's a little monster in everyone.
I think that there's a little monster in everyone. At times, it will wreck havoc. There's when I become irritating and everything undesirable.
"We stopped looking for monsters under our bed because we realised that they were inside us."
HAHA so yesterday, this little monster decided to cause some trouble and made me feel really bad. :X
I doubt you'll be reading this. But if you do, please forgive me! Recently, Cupid has been hardworking and shooting arrows at people haha. Yesterday, I found out that my friend is attached. And I am actually moaning away because the guy (her boyfriend) has a girlfriend now! How ultra mean can I get? I should be beeming with joy for my friend right! Okay okay I'm now already sincerely wishing her luck in the blossoming relationship! (: But I can't help feeling so bad.
And and and... Edmund & Saiful intend to come and find me for lunch and I was like : ' Huh can don't come on Monday not. Wednesday also cannot come leh.' Thankyou, give me a 'most picky senior' title. I'm ultra unappreciative too right. ):
Anyway, I was blabbering on about heartbroken X2 right! Yes yes the previous guy and my ex eyecandy Xiangyi officially declared his relationship with his girlf. Upset to the max.
BUT, I'm still glad that among everything, I've friends who are there for me to blabber on about eyecandies, crushes, boyfriends blahblahblah and that I can be absolutely natural and stupid with them. :D
20100602
♥ At least I tried.
I got fed up changing my blogskin so I gave up halfway, but at least I've tried.
Something major is happening in 6 days' time! Well, yeah, at least I've tried right.
A lot of things aren't within my/our control, but at least we tried to make it work.
Not all things happen again. I'm fortunate because I usually have two gos with everything.
And and and... Edmund & Saiful intend to come and find me for lunch and I was like : ' Huh can don't come on Monday not. Wednesday also cannot come leh.' Thankyou, give me a 'most picky senior' title. I'm ultra unappreciative too right. ):