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20100926
♥ Day 2!
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Day 2: 9 things about yourself. (Gosh it's like 1 month since the last post hahah 10-posts challenge is gonna span over a long time.)

#01: I appear sociable, but I hate ice-breaking sessions. It's always so awkward. But then again, my sociablity isn't fake one luhh, I sincerely cannot survive without friends/talking.

#02: I love to eat, A LOT! I know I'm always talking about a diet hahah and I know why it never works. And I actually shd be glad that my weight isn't increasing despite eating nonstop and not exercising.

#03: I am extremely lazy. I hate to pack stuff, I hate to do this and that. I dislike making my bed after I wake up (and sometimes, I don't do it :P just like today) This explains why I hate exercising.

#04: I am contradicting. I want this but I want that too. I hate this but I like it too. I want to do this but I don't want to do it too. Oh yes yes, you cannot have the cake and eat it too. Is there some phrase with the same meaning?

#05: I hate to fail. I think I've high expectations of myself. I hate failures and stuff like that. I break down in front of failures (but behind others LOL). Words of wisdom: Life will knock us down but we can choose to get back up. (Oh yeah, saying is way easier than doing it.)

#06: I hate to be forgotten/neglected. Even if I am of the slightest importance in your heart/ you have the least importance in my heart. Ohman I sound selfish. I guess I am lollllll, I just hate to be just another memory.

#07: I'm fickle-minded. I like a lot of things and my tastes can just a lot within a short period of time. And yes, here's the reason why I've many eyecandies since I don't know when. (Hey but at least the latest one is good enough for most people to agree with me.)

#08: I think I'm quite rough etc (partly because I like sports) and not demure but the things I like are all very ladylike. Ie. pink, dance, long wavey hair, pretty dresses and I cry a lot when I watch dramas and read love stories.

#09: Sometimes, I don't understand myself either. (P.S. I'm not mentally sick esp the part about the domineering boyf thingy.)

Hahah how come this whole thing seems to be talking negatively about me. Tada, done for this post. (:


♥ SRTTM! :D
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I had an AWESOME time with the SRTTM gang (:

I will zoom past the week because the highlight was on Friday night!

Monday was 2hours of Econs lecture at 830am which Jianb claims he will definitely pon if he has lessons then only. I went home after lecture and then went out with Juan to shoppppp! :DDD Hahah yeah fruitful shopping treat. Hahah satisfied for the next few weeks or so I guess.

Wednesday evening was Siqi's bday celebration. Met up with Siqi Juehong Lilin Ross Tingyun Shaun. Quite a fun time catching up on each other's lives. A pity that Shengda has tuition cause his Alevels are coming hahah and Joseph has airforce BBQ and Pinglin's not free too.

Friday, yeah you know I was dreading Econs lessons SOO MUCHHHH. I had like practically no friends there except Jan and everyone else seems to know each other. And then after class, thank gawd my sociable nature makes me want to/have to talk to someone and I made some friends and phew, Econs class is not that bad afterall!!

Highlight of the day was that I received Jianb's message saying Peng wants to go stargazing and meet at 6pm! Gosh frantically called up like dont-know-how-many-people before finding Ross who is in hall. Hahah and then I reached Can A at 530pm and started a long and draggy wait for the others to arrive. Ate at Palette! Not too bad, just that it's kind of slightly more expensive. Finally got to get on top of the ADM grass patch yayys lovely view up there, hahah quite a romantic place. (: BUT BUT BUT... we didn't see Astro Club people so after 10mins or so we went to Eugene's hall 12 TV room. Again, got bored and stuff, and someone came up with a crazy Mount Faber idea and off we go!! Hahha haven't been that spontaneous for a long time.

Oh yeah that's partly because I don't want to watch the Donnie Yen's movie. I WANT TO WATCH HEARTBREAKERS LEHHHH! ): Anyway, we stopped by for a car wash! Hahah Peng thought Eugene meant asking us to manually wash his car LOL. I'm so tickled and excited throughout the carwash hahah. ((((: Then yeah reached Mount Faber and started our Adventure Night again after CAC FOC lol. Forest trek to find a shortest route to Henderson Waves was kinda a failure, but on the way, we saw pretty fireworks! : DDDDD Lucky us!

Sat down and HTHT a bit about school and stuff. But the funniest thing was that Eugene has some age gap with us hahahha. I'm not sure if it's good to publicize here. But yeah, the night ended with Eugene sending me right to my doorstep because my phone battery died and my mum couldn't get hold of me and she's getting a bit angry so I abruptly stopped our HTHT and rushed home. Yayyyy hahah how awesome to have a car! From Can A to ADM to hall 12 to petrol station for carwash to Mount Faber and to home, hahah transport for the night is Eugene's awesome yellowish-green car! Oh yeah forgot to mention that I met Yanhui along the way and went with her to say hi to Yitong and Yijun and Yitong sent me in her car to hall 14 to find Ross! So yeah Yitong, Sam, Weiquan, you guys have awesome cars too :DDD

Eugene messaged the SRTTM gang randomly in the afternoon yesterday (while I was doing a manicure with my sister hehh) for a random i-dont-know-what but I couldn't go because Mummy's still kind of angry. Ahhhh ): Nvm, more SR meetings to come!

Hehh and I cannot wait for Wed's first official Drumzout meeting! Yayyyy I'm gonna have a balanced school life with fun and commitment and work hahah. Not just lots of work and no fun. Excited TTM : DDDDD


20100919
♥ Day One.
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10-days challenge

Day 1: 10 things you want to say to 10 different people right now. (P.S. some of the 'you' are actually 'you all'.)

#01: I still miss you. And I still stalk you on Facebook every now and then. I still read through our chatlogs and I still smile at the memories.

#02: I hate how things has become between us. But I'm glad there's sort of FINALLY some improvements, though little. It hasn't been easy, but I guess I've gotten used to how it has been like.

#03: I was a little disappointed but well, I guess I cannot be so selfish! Afterall, you have been there for me all the while and I guess this little sacrifice is worth it. (:

#04: I miss you ultra badly! Our casual phone calls, chitchats, and stuff. And it's like we can talk about anything under the sun! It was never awkward with you around, so come back sooon! :DD

#05: I don't really want to be reminded of you, or whatever you have done. It's a long time already and I want to put down everything. And can't you see I actually didn't have much to talk to you about? It's not that I've nothing to talk to you about, it's more like I don't want to talk to you. Would be nice if you stop indirectly racking up the past, thank you.

#06: I don't know what happened, but I don't feel the connection that much. I know I'm going to not appear often already and stuff like that, but it was awesome memories though.

#07: I'm so sorry! I don't know why but it felt like there was an invisible barrier after the incident. Please pray that I'm thinking too much! Because I like things the way it is before, and I don't want anything to change it okay!

#08: I hope we don't change. I know it's gonna be hard to be so separated and nothing much in common but let's try to meet up asap and as much as possible okay! It has always been awesome time with you and more awesome time for days to come :D

#09: I didn't think that I would be so close to you, but I was really glad that I get to know you! It's like a blessing in disguise kind of thing. No, actually it was totally worth the time and everything.

#10: It was one of my best 2 years and it was good time while it lasted. And I guess it meant a lot to me everytime I see you because it was not easy going through everything together but we made it anyway. It was and always will be a family to me :D

OKAY LOL EVERYTHING IS SO VAGUE. I think 1 month later, I wouldn't know who I'm talking to anyway, but at least right now, this was what I wanted to say. :D


20100918
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The week ended! Heh the first official week of school with tutorials and seminars and lectures and homework to be done. And yes have 3 textbooks with me now :P 3/5 and I still don't feel like getting my Econs text ehh.

Talking about Econs, I had my Econs class yesterday. It was quite terrible, because of the tutor, because I practically didn't know almost everyone in the class, everyone except Jan. And the thing is the rest all seemed to know each other. Very well, I shall be a loner in Econs class lol. The rest of the classes are alright (: Phew. My OB and marketing tutors are funny guys and my OB and marketing classmates are nice :D And for stats, it's too big a class to know everyone but well, at least I know some of them so it's fine (: All in all, school has been quite alright and I really miss being a student again. I don't ever feel like working. ):

Actually cannot really wait for Drumzout stuff to start :D Getting a little excited yay!

Oh and I was rewatching a bit of Full House and I saw that they interviewed Rain about his ideal girlf or something. Hahah it's funny how there are weird people around too like me. (P.S. I wasn't the only one who, according to Rowan, likes domineering guys. I actually meant decisive.)

1) Rain prefers a domineering/decisive girls. Because his ex girlfs have been rather passive.
2) He prefers older girls.
3) He prefers girls with a little tummy. HAHAH I bet his fans are like all so happy or something. His reasoning was that girls who are a little chubby feels soft like a teddy bear when hugged.

LOL I'm not that weird afterall right.

Heh and I want to do this!

10-days challenge:
Day 1: 10 things you want to say to 10 different people right now.
Day 2: 9 things about yourself.
Day 3: 8 ways to win your heart.
Day 4: 7 things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 5: 6 things you wish you had never done.
Day 6: 5 people who meant a lot. (In no order whatsoever.)
Day 7: 4 turn-offs.
Day 8: 3 turn-ons.
Day 9: 2 smileys that describe your life right now.
Day 10: 1 confession.

I shall start tomorrow alright. And then, I'm sure it won't be a 10-days challenge. Let's make it a 10-posts challenge. :D


20100912
♥ Nineteenth!
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Yesterday was my birthday! :DDD OMG finally 19, no special feelings eh. In fact, I'm dreading the year after. Shucks.

Went for contemporary dance audition in the morning which I failed to get through :/ But did have fun with a few new friends (but I doubt I will see them again LOL). Might go for Salsa open house :P Sorry I just have to dance. But I wanna try out lifeguard corps too. Oh shucks am I supposed to go towards arts or sports?! LOL.

Oh yeah I'm alr in arts. CAC Drumzout main committee - Business Manager. Was hesitant to take up the position because I don't feel competent enough to do so but I guess Yingling and Rubin and the someone else had a reason for placing me in that position despite me applying for Programmer. So there... oh yes I will apply for CAC FOC GL next year :DDD

Okay had lunch with my family in the afternoon and then dinner with Rowan peeps. (: Thankyou Rowan, despite how I said I didn't want to go Fish&Co and didn't want to stand up on that chair! Heh but it was awesome company. (:

Okay I feel so lazy thinking about it but I will list out all the people who had wished me happy birthday. Thankyou for making me feel so loved. :D

Charmaine, Weirong (Chong), Kimyong, Khenghwee, Edmund, Weiting, Shenghui, Brenda, Huishan (Lin), Rubin, Peizhen, Jeremy, Masu, Jason, Yenpeng, Angel, Kahkhei, Aubrey, Chyiwei, Joelene, Weirong (Goh), Lixin, Charlene, Elin, Jasmine, Huifang, Mark (Chng), Kaimin, Xuanqi, Zijia, Tingyun, Kailun, Nicholas (Goh), Thu, Geraldine, Stella, Huixian, Xinyue, Candice, Marian, Regina, Soonhwee, Liupu, Alvin (Lim), Sam, Shanchun, Saiful, Sijia, Jianbin, Mingyong, Cheryl (Lim), Ningxin, Swetha, Sinhua, Pakkit, Zhixin, Jonathan, Weiyuan, Jaslin, Alvin (Ting), Nicholas (Ang), Jinghui, Minshing, Yingling, Yingying, Jennifer, Peisi, Joseph, Lingling, Jesmin, Fiona (Toh), Suikim, Yeeshuan, Priscilla, Gensen, Pinyan, Jovina, Joey KHOO, Jeffrey, Nora, Melissa, Yueming, Michelle (Pang), Minh (PP), Junjie, Rena, Zihan, Seng, Jazz, Luxi, Yousian, Jerone, Stephanie (Lee), Hazi, Dinah, Weijun, Charlene, Eunice (Goh), Saniah, Qiaowen, Cheryl (Loh), Ivan (Lim), Khue, Fiona (Cher), Juehong, Shirui, Xavier, Quyen, Ziyuan, Chenghui, Siqi, Trent, Beixin, Chrismin, Wenqin (Lim), Zoe, Siyong, Stanley, Brian, Jenny, Mark (Theodore), Jan, Yangzhi, Joycelyn, Baojun, Matilda, Zhengpin, Mingjie, Xiaopeng, Wenqin (Tang), Wanyi, Peiwen, Keith, Shibin, Wenyi, Samantha (Goh), Huiyi, Jasper, XiaoJun, Lemin, Christopher, Kahneng, Hongjie, Weiquan, Zhenhong, Romario, Junya, Stephanie (Yik), Samuel, Shuyi, Shaun, Shairah, Thinking, Ashraff, Yanting, Antonio, Samantha (Lim), Shiyuan, Leon, Chaiying, Huipeng, Lissya, Daisy, Ms Khoo, Jade, Xihong, Ziyi, Derek Katrina, Guohao, Aqilah, Mingzhan, Eugene, Andrew, Canida.

I hope I didn't miss anyone out. Thankyou (: And eh eh, presents shd start coming soon ahh :P


20100910
♥ A new chapter.
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Last friday was NBS Bash. I think I forgot to mention this. I actually went Zouk without bringing my IC/ anything like that. No tertiary concession card yet cause I haven't gotten it until Tuesday and no matriculation card yet cause I only collected it yesterday. And... I see that the guy was rather reluctant to let me in and the only card that I can pull out with my NRIC on it but no photo is NJC attendance card. Miraculously, I got in.

Yesterday I went to collect matriculation card. Once again, didn't bring IC nor tertiary concession card (am still using the adult one) and once again, NJC attendance card saved the day! (:

Hahah school has started and I remember being pretty much a loser on Monday. I came to school alone, was 10mins late for lecture so just sat at the front row. Couldn't contact my friends after lecture so went home alone. It was so loser-ish. LOL tuesday wasn't much better. I came early at 10 or so because I had some interview which I pretty much screwed up. So no hopes on that. And then lecture was at 230 so I went over to Lilin's hall first. Ate at hall 9, and were frantically calling ppl to help me print notes cause I haven't printed and I wasn't in time to photocopy Lilin's. CAC welcome tea in the evening after lecture. OMGGG damn pathetic turn-up rate. 4 girls?!

Wed had no lectures and tutorials only start next week so slacked at home :D Heh Thursday was in a rush to get to school earlier to print notes. Reached and realised Lilin and Juehong still eating lunch and asked me to go first. Felt like a loser again cause I haven't printed before. Luckily I met Shibin my saviour so managed to print the notes aft half an hour of being there. Now I know. You guys can trust me to help print notes already :DDDD

It's CAC recruitment drive yesterday! Applied for Drumzout and Impresario Programmer position. Drumzout damn fast, already called in the afternoon but they decided to put me for Biz Manager position. ): Upset, cause I prefer Programmer and Canida and Lingling are both under Programmer role ): But well, see how first luh. Got contemporary dance audition tmr, which I didn't sign up at the booth but I'm gonna appear all the same LOL.

I miss dancing! :D I'm gonna be kept busy with CCAs I hope. Feels less loser-ish (:




20100904
♥ Love from camp extends.
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Thursday was CAC campus concert! Y2J, Shen Mu Yu Tong! Heh went with Rowan. Pathetic (but better than iceskating outing) no. of people esp after two major successful events aka Rowan Cup 2010 and 'Zoo is boring but ROWAN is interesting' event LOL.

First up, I was supposed to go to Student Services Centre that day to hand in something. Office closes at 545 and I left house at somewhere after 3, reached JP at 345 and decided to do some shopping first. HAHA bought my Charles&Keith wallet and a pair of flats in 15mins woah! Oh yeah I've to mention that I went into JOOP and realised that I like almost everything inside! Gosh but JOOP's clothes aren't cheap ): So...

WISHLIST #01 ITEM: JOOP $100 (OR MORE) VOUCHER! : DDDD

Anyway frantically ran to take 179 (cause am going to be late for meeting at Hall 8 aft going SSC) and stupidly queued at the wrong bus stand somemore for like 10mins without realising. Alighted at NBS stop and got lost while finding my way to SSC. Could not find the way that Peng told me to go too! In the end, I had to make Peng and Mingzhan come find me but Peng messaged to say 10 more mins cause they're waiting for the bus but by then it's almost 530 and I had to get that document in that day so I decided to go explore myself and fortunately found the way PHEW. SSC IS ON TOP OF A HILL AND IS LIKE THE HIGHEST POINT OF NTU -.-

Met rest of Rowan for dinner and then there was a damn freaking long queue outside LKC LT. Finally gotten our seats but am split into two rows. Anyway Y2J is great man! I don't particularly like/hate their songs but I cannot deny that their vocals/power/whatever is damn goodddddd. Haha after that we went into some random seminar room to chit chat. Eugene then sent us to Boon Lay and I train-ed home with Rubin. Oh yes we didn't manage to leave cool-ly as we wanted to cause Eugene U-turned at a weird place and was stuck between two cars LOL. Oh and after getting off, I received Rubin's SMS telling me to text him after I got home because it's late. AWW haha damn touched even though they always bully me ):

Haha oh and on that day I said that I will stop getting gaga over AHEM as my facebook status which brought in quite a lot of comments from Rowan peeps.

Yesterday was Welcome Day. Haha I like the performances :D Malay dance, ACES and DSA. Woots damn good (: Then queue for buffet was freaking crazy so I went with Pendra peeps to Canteen B for lunch. Then was split into diff orientation groups according to AB112 class and yeah my class didn't have much guys so we weren't that rowdy but all in all, everyone's quite nice :DDD Charade was quite fun heh. 'Burn midnight oil' and my awesome 'Great minds think alike' is damn classic. OH OH not forgetting 'Birds of a feather flock together' HAHA.

NBS Bash with Pendra at night. Hah knowing clubbing is not my thing, I honestly didn't want to go but because of Chris and Emilyn, I decided to. It was high during the pageant thingy and I think the MC is good. (: Left shortly after the event ended because I honestly do not like clubbing but the bash overall was enjoyable : DDDD

So glad that camp mates are so lovely 1plus month after camps : DD School's gonna get hectic but let's not forget that we once had such awesome time together and that we will still get to enjoy each other's company, hopefully for life (:


20100902
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I want to blogggggg. Haha to keep this place alive (:

Nothing much these few days. Just that I've been kept busy by STARS. Has changed my econs class for the 4th time! Trying to make my 5days week timetable a better one and yet at the same time, hoping I will see some familiar faces inside. Gosh this is so hard, especially when everything is not helping and the class I want doesn't have vacancies.

Anyway, other than that, Monday I went shopping alone. It's not too bad just that I couldn't find much that's to my liking. So, I got a top and pants (which I regretted after buying) LOL. Maybe it's good to have someone who can tell you if you shd buy something or not. I predict that I will run out of clothes to wear to school in maybe... 2 weeks?

LOL and tuesday Pendra had steamboat buffet cum mini bday celebration for Yuhui! (: Steamboat was alright luhh maybe because everyone was sitting together in the private room so it was a cosy little dinner :D

Oh yes am I supposed to come up with a wishlist since birthday is just 9 days later? Hmm, I'm not getting excited whywhy! Hahah probably cause it's 19th and that means there's gonna be a 2- soon goshh ): I feel old. Can I return to when I'm like youthful 17 maybe?

Okay okay don't disgress, if I don't come up with a wishlist, I don't have presents:
1) You can practically buy me all the clothes from www.theclosetlover.livejournal.com or www.tracyeinny.com.sg haha omg free advertisement for them but gosh their clothes are all so awesomely nice :D
2) I cannot get enough of bags. (and shoes but cannot give shoes cause the receiver aka me will walk away from the giver aka you.)
3) I've run out of things. Oh food, treat me to meals :D I will forget about diet for a while (since it never works anyway.)
4) Nice tutorial mates and awesome friends for the rest of my 4 years in NTU.
5) !!! (Please please.)
6) Just give me money luh heh :P

All in all, I think I've gotten over the stage whereby I wish for a new pencil case, a new camera, a new phone, a new wallet etc etc. Which is good or bad :/

Anyway happy birthday Chaiying! : DDDDDD Loves!