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除了十余年的时间与空间，我们竟然连投契的话都找不到多少。只能靠回忆从前。然而从前也没有什么多余的材料供我们使用。连以往那些光鲜的记忆，此刻也显得那样单薄。更不用提，我那些不可告人的，隐秘而激荡的小心思，早已经在岁月里慢慢蒸发，变成浅淡的一抹水痕。

It's been long since I had such a good read.

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First of all, let the lyrics say.

你可不可以爱我   可不可以想我

虽然我对自己没有一点的把握

别害怕我难过   告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑   能告一段落

你可不可以爱我   可不可以看我

虽然看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德   拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我   快乐还是寂寞

I am not sure which is worse. Desperately trying to get someone to notice you, or desperately holding on to hopes when you know there aren't none.

This is not me. I need to find myself back. I do not wait around for someone just to get a bit more chance to interact, even though I know the chances are not proportionate to the time. Or maybe this is too myself. The bit of myself that I buried too long back, that is awakened. That, is so... unfamiliar.