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I just had supper with the colleagues. Actually not just. That was 2.5 hours ago, and my food is finally starting to digest. I have been having two meals a day and skipping dinners almost everyday and it's been quite a habit already so now whenever I ate too much on my offday or a heavier dinner/supper, I will get indigestion, which really sucks. But supper is always a good time to chit chat, and catch up on each other's life.

I am actually nearing my last day of work here already. 2 more days. To be honest, I am feeling a little confused right now. Not too sure to be happy or sad. I was really anticipating this day because without I am really quite stretched to the maximum already and am so tired everyday. But then again, when it's time to leave...

This time when I am back. Too much ups and downs. It was still good, nonetheless, but I don't think I can put it on par with the previous time. I think I took too long to realise that what I used to enjoy in the past, I might not now, or in the future. People aren't always the same, they come and go, and even if they are still there, they will also change.

"This place will never be the same again without the same group of people. You won't get back the same feelings, the same emotions, the same kind of laughter. What's over will never be back again."

And I am not trying to say this time round it's not good. I have gained quite a lot this time round. The product knowledge, the selling skills, and I have worked with the people I love working with again. And most importantly, I have forged new friendships which I really wish to keep for a long long time, and also grew a lot closer to people whom I previously never spoke more than 5 sentences to. And I'm really glad for that because they are really nice people and thank goodness my impression of them changed a 180 degrees because they certainly do not deserve bad first impressions.

"Some friendships come due to circumstances, but eventually go away when the circumstances are taken away. Things come and go in life."

I am glad I tried my best to sustain the friendships forged since last year, especially so with RX and Rox. It hasn't been easy surviving past this no-life one month together, but to step beyond the colleagues part, and have conversations revolving not only around workplace and the people there, it definitely adds to the difficulty. I couldn't say I have done my best in bringing our friendships beyond that, but last year and now, I have met people right here whom I want to keep in contact with many many years down the road. They have had been the bestest seniors, the most helpful colleagues, and have shared with me many insights in life.

That is my greatest takeaway, ever.