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Wondering where are the traffic flows on my blog coming from really? I suck at updating, hahah twice a month maybe. But I am surprised this blog has gone this far. It's pretty amazing. And when I read back, I laugh at those ridiculous stuff I used to say.
"You can't have everything. Where would you put it?"
I realise I always do this - I want everything. I want recess break. I want holidays. I want to watch my dramas, and RM, and WGM. I want to eat this, and that, and those. I want to go here, and there, and everywhere. I want to meet him, and her, and them. But I can't have everything, I don't really have the time.
Anyway 3-days week is pretty good. Every alternate day I am tired, I can take a break. My mum complains why I am paying so much school fees though. I have been hanging out with good old friends during and in between classes, and I have no idea the names of 3/4 of my classmates.
懒得交新朋友的原因，是因为懒得重新交待自己的人生。
Good old friends are exactly why they are called good old friends. They know you for long, and know all your habits, and your likes and dislikes. I can say, at least 90% of the "new" friends I knew in the past 1 year or so, honestly I know practically nothing about them. You don't even see them certain semesters.
Today, I received a message from a friend. So we were saying how it's been ages since we last seen or even bumped into each other. So, we planned to meet sometime a few weeks later. I know I haven't been an active friend I would say. I don't really bother initiating meetups, but that doesn't mean I don't care. But nonetheless, I love that I have friends who will still bother to initate lunches with me once in a while. Like... meeting Peisi for lunch this week, it's been so long since we had a proper talk.
And I think I will stay this way, having new friends who are also my hi-bye friends, and in fact not bothering to meet new people. I like the comfort of being alone or being with old friends. Until the next time I am thrown into a totally new environment again I guess. Probably exchange, probably work. Till then... :)
