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So, a lot of things have happened in between the two blog posts. March is madness. Madness in many sense. Firstly, I am suffocating under the pile of work to be done. Tutorials, presentations, projects, CCA and many others. Many important decisions about academic-related stuff such as FYP, PA and much more.

Sometimes, I don't know if it's a good thing that my parents kind of view me as an independent girl. I have full discretion of what to do whenever it comes to my studies. They have never ever interfered in my choices of schools, or courses, or mentioned much about my grades. That said, they don't exactly support me in whatever decisions I make too. But there are just times whereby I would scratch my head, pull my hair, because I know I am left to face with major decisions alone. You know that feeling, like you are stuck at a crossroad, not knowing where to turn. You analyse all the pros and cons, and you just can't lift your foot to walk in a certain direction. Sometimes, we just need that extra push from someone.

But nevertheless, I had friends that gave much advice. Even though some didnt, but the fact that they were around made a difference. Like Gwen Hwarng threw me a few sentences over Whatsapp and then went for her lessons already. It doesn't always need to be advices actually. Lending a listening ear suffices too.

I had my fair share of ups and downs this month. I mean, life is always like this right, never smooth-sailing. I also learnt things the hard way. And felt pretty emotional about some stuff too. Like how people can always come back to square one easily, just one sentence or one expression can destroy everything. Like how you make an effort to take a step forward, but an unknown force can just push you a step back.

Life will only get tougher. Even though CCA has temporarily stopped, but projects don't. Neither do examinations. It's gonna be another long month.