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I am so dreading this one month. I have to convince myself that everything is fine and I can continue on well with it. But the truth is... I don't know if I can.

I need a break. But in the middle of such hectic workload, a break...? Unlikely. To sum up, this semester is just madness. I cannot bring myself to feel happy or excited about much things.

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So, a lot of things have happened in between the two blog posts. March is madness. Madness in many sense. Firstly, I am suffocating under the pile of work to be done. Tutorials, presentations, projects, CCA and many others. Many important decisions about academic-related stuff such as FYP, PA and much more.

Sometimes, I don't know if it's a good thing that my parents kind of view me as an independent girl. I have full discretion of what to do whenever it comes to my studies. They have never ever interfered in my choices of schools, or courses, or mentioned much about my grades. That said, they don't exactly support me in whatever decisions I make too. But there are just times whereby I would scratch my head, pull my hair, because I know I am left to face with major decisions alone. You know that feeling, like you are stuck at a crossroad, not knowing where to turn. You analyse all the pros and cons, and you just can't lift your foot to walk in a certain direction. Sometimes, we just need that extra push from someone.

But nevertheless, I had friends that gave much advice. Even though some didnt, but the fact that they were around made a difference. Like Gwen Hwarng threw me a few sentences over Whatsapp and then went for her lessons already. It doesn't always need to be advices actually. Lending a listening ear suffices too.

I had my fair share of ups and downs this month. I mean, life is always like this right, never smooth-sailing. I also learnt things the hard way. And felt pretty emotional about some stuff too. Like how people can always come back to square one easily, just one sentence or one expression can destroy everything. Like how you make an effort to take a step forward, but an unknown force can just push you a step back.

Life will only get tougher. Even though CCA has temporarily stopped, but projects don't. Neither do examinations. It's gonna be another long month.

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I have so much to pour out, yet so little to say. My life is so mundane and boring, yet pretty interesting too.

Okay so here comes recess week. And I have totally NOT studying at all. Not touching any academic related stuff except the dreaded AB213 and FYP. I know I am so dead once school starts again!

But yay now 6-days week reduces to 5-days week after AB228A ends! Which further becomes 4-days week because I unofficially declared Tuesday a free day.

I am so caught up with Running Man ever since recess week starts. Only at episode 30 with 50plus episodes to go, LOL. Anyway, 2012 is a leap year and Wednesday was leap day! I totally couldn't remember how I spent the last leap day in 2008. But this time round, its K session and XLB buffet with the girls Pris Shuyi Jingmin Lilin Juehong + Yonghui. Hahah I was almost an hour late for K session because I forgot to eat my lunch. I have been skipping lunches/surviving on maggie mee because I kept forgetting to eat my lunch these days.

Anyway meetup with the Gucci gang failed. It's so hard to even coordinate between 4 or 5 people LOL. Will try again next week or the week after.

And I failed my Phase 1 interview. WTH I must be the first one around me who failed Phase 1 interview. Now on to Phase 2 already. Damn, life really sucks when you cant get what you want. Somehow this problem kept arising in university life. GPA, internships etc. Then you realise, actually you are how cui in front of all those dean listers and zai people. WHY DOES THIS WORLD HAVE SO MANY ZAI PEOPLE.

But I felt slightly better because I was with NJMD at that time. Ms Khoo's big big hug and Lissya telling me it's okay and whatsapp-ing with Sharon Tey made it all better! I will be back again, to find Ms Khoo and Ms Ting and Sharon :DD And Sharon and I said we will go watch Aristal together to catch up! I miss her so much!