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Blogging in the wee hours now.
It's 1am. I am feeling sleepy. I just finished my work for the day.
Should I be happy or sad that today is a productive day? I did pretty a lot of revisions for my mid-terms. And settled quite some stuff. But if everyday was like this, it will be a total torture!
I realise university life has seen a change in me.
Even though I know a lot more people now, I don't know them well. In fact, I would say that my social circle has shrunk. Less time maintaining relationships, and not to say, no time creating relationships. How many times have I mentioned that I hate this hi-bye friends kind of thing? But how many times can I actually afford to have the time and energy to inject into these relationships?
If I didn't acknowledge you along the way, it's probably just my issue. I'm pretty much used to my own social circle already and I don't really want to step out of this comfort zone anymore. And actually I wonder... this isn't that bad afterall. Since I was kind of notorious for being overly friendly or overly socialising or something in the past.