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♥ Wake-up call.

This is probably just one of the many Tumblr pictures out there that apply aptly to what I'm experiencing now.
I wonder the many setbacks that I face after I stepped into university is because my not-as-high intelligence has already reached its limit or simply because my efforts does not correspond to the marks I yearn to get.
These few days have been terrible. And the horoscope has been really accurate in predicting this.
Wednesday, 9 Nov:
"Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success. A recent setback or disappointment may have you wallowing in melancholy. You had high hopes for a recent venture, and you may feel like you fell flat on your face instead of soaring high as you had envisioned. Although you may not have gotten what you wanted, or earned the accolades of someone you wanted to impress, you endeavor was not wasted. You learned a lesson, you gained experience, and now that the timing is just right, you are ready to set the world on fire. Try, try again."
Thursday, 10 Nov:
"Take back your power, Virgo. Someone has made you feel bad about something. It might be a big choice you made. It might be a relationship that this other person doesn't approve of. It might be your general direction in life. Whatever it is, by allowing yourself to feel hurt or pressurised you are giving away your power. You are on the path you are on because that is exactly where you're supposed to be at this moment in time. If you let someone else cause you to feel insecure or doubtful of your own judgment, you have nothing. Take the helm of your own ship, and be the master of your destiny."
Yes I know. My horoscope damn encouraging one, everyday tell me to try again and not give up.
I guess this is it. No more fooling around, no more procrastinating. It's getting too late and increasingly hard to save myself recently.
Why are wake-up calls so harsh?
P.S. My last blog post before exams end. So, it's long.