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All the news about Nicholas Tse and Cecilia Cheung are over the newspapers recently.

It's kind of saddening to see all these. A really loving couple in the past, and currently reduced to such a situation whereby both parties are shooting each other and listing out each other's misdeeds.

And their two boys are SO adorable.

Life. There are people coming together, there will be people moving apart. Which reminds me of DrumZout 2011. Will blog about it another day.

The love emoticon beside the title is misleading. I do not love the working life in any sense. Okay, maybe not entirely true, at least I will have more income.

Have been wanting to update but haven't been having the time to do so. Let's continue on from the last post before doing a recap on the activities that has happened recently.

So... decisions. Specialisation results are out and here I am, still thinking if I have made the right choice. And whether I should still appeal to the other specialisation. But I don't think I will. I believe for every decision I made, no matter how torn I am between the few choices, I've always considered carefully before coming to a conclusion. And if the choice I ever made is wrong, then it's up to me to make it right. Nonetheless, still one more day to think through.

So, 9 June, the day of results release! We had our first OG1 outing, which urm... attendance wasn't that good but nonetheless I did enjoy myself. Had dinner, camwhored at SOTA, and had Rochor Tauhuay before heading back home.

10 June. Antonio's birthday cum drinking party! Met Chai after work to shop for Antonio's present. It's such a chore to shop for guys' present!! Then, as usual, Chai was late! I think the three of us are always late tsktsk. Settled for a tshirt that feels quite like Antonio's style, had a quick dinner, and we embarked on a long journey to Antonio's house. Gosh the pretty house again <3 I'd love to go there often if not for his dog, Nunu.

The minute I reached, I dashed to the second floor because Nunu only moves around on the first level. So, if I am at the second, third, or fourth level, I can be VERY safe. But, the party is held at the living room downstairs and after much deliberation, I went down after Antonio shut Nunu out at the garden. The poor dog, but sorry. Everything else was fine except that it was a drinking party and hello~ I don't drink!! But well, on account of Antonio, me and Chai kinda drank quite a bit. Okay maybe it's little but it's a lot already for us! Shengda and Yankang drank quite a bit too, hahah and I heard Shengda gets drunk easily. Didn't get to witness it though sad!

All was well and fine until a random moment, I looked down and saw Nunu staring at me right underneath my chair. SERIOUSLY! How did that dog find its way inside? I really shouldn't underestimate the fact that Nunu has been staying in that house for years. She can sneak in somewhere, somehow. Whatthefreak, she really scared the hell out of me and Antonio locked her in her basket/bed/whatever after that. A few more rounds of drinking and Ivan Ng came along for a while too. Cabbed home soon after.

A pity I couldn't make it to USS with Antonio and Chai!! And not being able to wish him happy birthday right on his birthday. Okay, that's pretty much a round-up to one of the more happening nights I had after work. I'm too lazy to blog about DZ parade. Less than a week to DrumZout, everyone hang in there! :D For the others, please come and support us okay!! Event starts at 4pm at Playspace @ Scape (behind Orchard Cineleisure & opposite Youth Park). GOT FREE GOODIE BAGS :DDD

Today is pretty much a thought-provoking day. I had retail therapy too. Have been spending too much but pay is not gonna come in till maybe 2 weeks later! ):

I hate making decisions. And now I'm once again stuck between ACS and B&F and with one more day left to decide, I'm pretty much torn. This sucks. I hate how my parents are rather strict with me about everything else, and yet they give me close to 100% freedom when it comes to my studies. What secondary school to choose, which JC to go for, which university, what course, and the most pressing issue of all now... what specialisation.

I remember applying for all three universities before that, but rejected NUS and SMU scholarship and admission interviews because I do not want to be stuck in a position whereby for instance, I am given a space in NBS and yet a scholarship in SMU. So, do I go for money or what? And I remember the reason why I wanted to come into NBS so much was 1) Tourism. Then I changed my mind, it became 2) Marketing. After a horrible holiday job experience, I then decided on 3) Actuarial Science. And that was the reason why I had to take AB106, and had it pulling down my first sem's GPA and I actually never regretted it, because I wanted ACS, and if I want ACS, I need to take AB106.

But now, after one year with only ACS in mind, like at this very last minute (these few weeks), I've wavered and swayed towards B&F. Reason being I am afraid I cannot cope with the workload. Now, it is the question of interest V.S. capability. I think I've been pretty lucky all along. With my half-hearted attitude towards studies nowadays, I can say I'm pretty blessed for this semester that my last two weeks of mad chionging results in satisfactory grades (at least Degree Audit said so). And I definitely do have to understand that I am someone who develops interest in whatever I can excel in, and that my interest for something only continues if I prove to be able to excel in it. So, if ACS grades demoralizes me, I know I'm pretty much dead because it will only demotivate me further. Now, that is based on the assumption that ACS is easier to score rather than B&F. True or not?

I tell you, working admin is really boring! 35 more working days to end of work, and 25 more days to pay day! :D So many pretty clothes around but why not much sales huh isn't it the GSS!

I am currently feeling really grumpy because I'm still so tired. Came back from CAC Seniors' Camp 2 today morning! Went over to school at 2pm or so and then after some orientation, we began with mass dance. Wahhh getting more and more uncomfortable with strangers nowadays. I seriously doubt that I used to socialise so much before. Anyways, GLs are once again always called upon to lead the group with some games and cheers. I need to go think of what cheers and games for FOC soon.

Mass dance was taught by Peisi. HAHAH aww she's so cute (: Except that she called out my name TWICE through the mike 'cause I was stoning! So embarrassing luh, even though I doubt many knew who she was calling out to. Yeah yeah! HAHAH. Oh oh this kinda reminds me of my IT mates hahah. Weilun and Wanpeng kept 'yeah yeah'-ing to each other, some internal jokes I guess and their bickerings. Shortly after dinner was amazing race. I think I really need to go train up and run. While exercising and shedding off some fats, I can build up my stamina for the amazing race for FOC. Imagine my freshies have to wait for me 'cause I cannot catch up with them then how! LOLLLL came back to school and it was fright night or rather adventure walk as they claim it to be. Hahah I think Kaijie demoralized the programmers and Michelle really don't know what to do with him.

Officially broke camp earlier than expected. But still, it's 2am and cabbing home is gonna take at least 20plus bucks with the midnight surcharge. Sucks sucks sucks. So being the stingy person I am, and refusing to pay the cab fare, I can only wait until the first bus comes. Went for supper with OG1 plus others. After supper, I wanted to go to the lounge and sleep one okay, all say won't stop me from sleeping and in the end, I still got pulled along for some other adventures lol. Then there was Taboo on ZQ's car so we played that all the way till 7am. But we were all pretty shagged and a lot of nonsense luh, hahah for instance 'My pony lies over the ocean' and 'the opposite of Jianbin' and 'fullstop the friend' wahhh really laugh until cannot take it.

Am very very tired now still. Despite having slept 6 hours after I came home at 8am till 2/3pm, and then slept for two hours again in the evening. Will go sleep now, dragging my tired body to work tomorrow!

It's yet another new month.

Gone are the stress and information cramming and serious mugging and examinations and whatever not in the month of May. With June, it spells fun, laughter and joy. (It better be!)

Today marks my first day of work. Swift eh, yesterday I was talking about no money and today I am already working. Did not really have a choice, boss says immediate means immediate. Fine, you're the boss and you're paying me LOL.

How many times have I expressed my hatred for admin jobs, but still ended up in admin every other time? This time round, this is a really small setup. Just imagine this, 3 people stuck in a small office. Yes, 3 including me can. This is totally a sole proprietorship luh, on the surface that is, I think the office is small but the operations are quite large. I TELL YOU, ADMIN IS A REAL BORE. But for money, I will endure. Countdown : 37 days to end of work, 29 days to payday.

Always have this dilemma, about everything actually. Just think, you are desperate for something (okay maybe not desperate but still), you are offered something, you take it. Next moment, you are offered something even better but you cannot accept it already. This applies to clothes, jobs anything seriously. Life huh, is so funny.

I think being employed for this 1.5 months will at least make me mentally and physically occupied. My brain will have something better to do at least, although how much better can admin be right?