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♥ Worthwhile.
I made a promise to myself, that I will cut off all connections with all social networking sites etc (except checking my emails and edventure) and fully concentrate on my mugging. Thus, I just had my last day of enjoyment with DrumZout people by celebrating Lixuan's and Melissa's birthdays together.
Dinner was at Watami, yays love love Watami! (: The Special Set for 2 is crazy, there're just TOO MANY FOOD. Even though we had 3 person eating it it's still damn filling! Watami made me miss my ABCD clique. And it's pathetic how we can only meet up once every 6 months?! But holidays are coming which means more meetups right? (: Back to DrumZout, I feel that we get closer and closer everytime we see each other, so awesome seriously. (:
And no, I'm not deactivating my Facebook. Nor Twitter. Nor Tumblr. Nor Blogger. Self-discipline. But if after a day or two, it doesn't seem to work, I'll disappear from these sites for the rest of the few weeks. Really, it's time to focus. Even miracles take a little time. I certainly hope 9 days are enough time to create a miracle!
Why can't motivational level go together with expectations for me? I tell you, it's FREAKING HARD to be someone who expects much out of herself, and someone who isn't motivated to do that much. It's like I've got a split personality or something and my mind and my body are always contradicting each other. Success does not come easy, if I am ever successful, if I ever define GPA to be a success, which I kind of do, at least for now.
Things to expect after exams: (In no order of preference)
- No more studying!
- Shopping trips with many many people!
- Meetups with my favourite people!
- XLB buffet with AA101 groupmates!
- GWEN HWARNG AND SHARIFAH SANIAH WILL BE BACK!!
- Awesome DZ finals!
- FOC Seniors Camp 2 and Ingenium camp!
- BKK trip please please please pretty please!!
- K-dramas awaiting me!
- Some hopefully memorable internship opp/holiday job
Although this semester has been so hard to survive because every single module is so tough, but I'm truly blessed to have met a bunch of lovely friends. (: All the tutorials and seminars have been survivable and in fact, enjoyable, because of your presence. And I truly am thankful and appreciative of everything. It's like so rare that being a floater and having different groups of friends in different classes, I can still make awesome friends whom I can talk to before and after class.
Till then. 9 days to my first paper, 19 days to freedom! Everything will be worthwhile.
I made a promise to myself, that I will cut off all connections with all social networking sites etc (except checking my emails and edventure) and fully concentrate on my mugging. Thus, I just had my last day of enjoyment with DrumZout people by celebrating Lixuan's and Melissa's birthdays together.