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My exact sentiments. Why can't people differentiate between true concern and mere kaypoh? Either case, you would just assume what you are assuming.

A particular incident upsetted me today. It made me doubt myself, whether it was me who was portraying the wrong image all along. And I think the fact that such a similar incident happened again means that I really do have to reflect on myself.

And for the second time I'm telling someone straight, so I might as well make this known to all my friends who are reading this. If you think I would be the one who would spread whatever you tell me and that I was not trustworthy, please tell me STRAIGHT IN MY FACE. I absolutely dislike it if I get lied to. I think it would hurt a thousand times less if I was told straight in the face that I suck in keeping secrets etc than to be lied to. Because you show me that not only can I not be trusted, I also don't even deserve you being truthful to me.

The rule of the thumb is:

1) Either you tell me the truth.

2) You tell me that this is none of my business, you don't want to let me know anything and that I should reflect on how trustworthy I am.

I think I need some emotions management course. I am always so affected like I exaggerated evcerything. But if the basis of any form of relationship isn't trust, then what's left?

"Do not doubt. Give the benefit of the doubt". I did, and I honestly believed what you told me, for the whole one week, maybe it would have been nice if you could reciprocate it?