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Anyway, just something I've realised last week. It's all about doing what makes you happy. I really hate how sometimes, we have to force ourselves to mix with people we do not enjoy being around with. I mean, it's not easy. Definitely good if we can be in the company of those we love. But somehow, we can't always have the best of both worlds. And I told myself, as if my physical presence makes a difference if I do not truly want to be there. I think that life is already as hard as it is, so why make things worse when you could possibly avoid it?

That sounds kinda negative. Alright positive stuff. Have been spending my past weekends with DrumZout. In fact, I saw them on Thursday for meeting, Saturday for NTU Open House and Sunday for our auditions briefing + distributing flyers. And although I complain about all the work to do for DrumZout stuff which mainly includes sponsorships, I really love this group of people. Actually, CAC people in general, really love how everyone is one big family.

NTU Open House on Saturday! Reached school at 8am, met with Jianb first for the long and draggy journey to school, like first time ever since Jianb moved house. And then that begins my long day in NTU. Stood for almost the whole day with lunchtime as the exception! Legs were aching like mad. But I saw Wenyi!! Excited max :D Plus I was supposed to see Charm! ): But was on the campus tours when she was around the area! I had a lot of people enquiring about NBS (and I hope I gave the right info) and whether double degree is hectic etc, a mum even asked for my number in case she wants to know more. To sum up, it was a crazily shagged day.

Sunday with DZ! Auditions briefing was over before I know it and we were camwhoring and taking jumpshots after that. CSN made us jump 127873214676185 times and I think in the end, we still didn't manage to take a proper one tsktsk! Long car ride to Hougang which made quite a few of us felt really giddy and uncomfortable. And to think that was not enough, the flats were quite cui plus one flat was even demolished already! Seriously, I need a more updated map of Singapore zzz. Finally settled on a few flats after eons and wrapped up the whole flyer distribution thingy by 7plus. Ahhh gosh I hate the lifts there btw, don't like lifts with no windows. Claustrophobic, is that the right word?

Highlight of the day was dinner at Chomp Chomp. And a bit of HTHT along the way to Chomp Chomp + when we were trying to find a parking lot. Oh and when Eugene sent some of us home. I like how easy it is to be able to talk with DZ people, like it's one big family, which was a kind of feeling that was made even stronger after our DrumZout camp in my opinion. And I still get some random comments every now and then about me eyecandying ZY but I'm glad it has come to a stage whereby we can just laugh it off, or at least I do. Actually, ex-eyecandy, because as the friendship deepens, it feels weirder and weirder to be eyecandying your friend. Back to the main point, yeah I think it's not easy to feel so at ease talking to people, and giving really truthful honest opinions/advice and therefore, I really treasure their company. Love what you're doing, do what you love. (: