20110222
♥ Mixed feelings.
A bit of update, will keep this short and sweet.
The week before and this week are two crazy weeks with lots of presentations/projects and meetings. My life is packed ttm. >< Nevertheless, I kind of enjoyed this fast-paced thing whereby I have to be constantly doing something productive. It helps in my understanding of the modules too to some extent if I don't slack right. o.o
Just some things I wanted to say:
1. I don't know if my IT group will ever read this opps. Well, it hasn't been easy trying to stick in with a group of 4 guys and then start discussing about projects. I honestly felt like hecking everything and just be in my own world. If it's true that indeed I'm always socialising (or maybe a better word would be networking) I think this is one of my major failed attempt in interacting with people. I really don't know how to even open my mouth to start giving comments.
It's not just about the group cohesiveness thingy marks that maybe costs 1% of our whole presentation?!, but I guess it's more like I think that they are really nice people and I mean it's always good to have more friends right. I think it kind of sucks that project groupmates get together for projects and after that module is over, you become hi-bye friends. No relationships in this world should be that superficial right, and built on the basis of results only. Hmm, but yesterday I did have a fun time with the guys during projects. I think probably if you want to do something, tried to do it and somehow, it will happen. (:
P.S. I know I haven't been cooperative and helpful enough, so I sincerely thank the guys for the effort put in! :D
2. Sensitivity.
I don't know how is it possible that such insensitivity can occur on your part. No no no, if you get me wrong, I am telling you right here that I am kind of offended at your actions. No matter how close, I hope you understand that some things should not be done and there should be some mutual and basic respect in between us. The next time you do this again (but I hope you don't), please don't blame me if I confront you about it.
