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太多小煩惱 怪我們不懂得抛
太多的問號 答案也都不必找You know you don't want things to go on like this. You know you want things to take a turn for the better. You know it depends on you. But you just can't.
It's not easy. After all the problems imposed, after all the inconvenience caused, to just turn away and pretend that I don't bother.
I know you don't mind. I know you don't care. I know it makes no difference to you. But I'm still bothered.
"When you cannot keep your own secret, don't expect anyone to keep it for you." Now I suffer the consequences of my own actions.
I am a perfectionist. I cannot tolerate the slightest forms of imperfections in my life. I know I keep on harping on the nitty gritty things, which I should have just thrown to the back of my mind by now. Because there are more important things to do, more pressing issues on hand.
It's not happening now, but it doesn't mean it is not possible in the future. I will make an effort. No awkwardness yeah. (:
