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♥ All these time.
It's 30 December!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANIDA SEXAYY! :DDD
This year really seemed to fly by really fast! Like before I knew it, I already finished my first semester in university. Not too bad, still survivable (sp) but it can be better if I can get some nice university clique who will move from classes to classes with me! (:
And since it is nearing the end of the year, as usual I will set some NY resolutions and then evaluate some. (Which I honestly don't think I've accomplished it.)
2010 New Year Resolutions:1) Everyone has been complaining how picky I am (not just jobs but also food and all sorts of things luh) so my NY resolution is to stop being picky.
2) And of course treasure opportunities that are presented to me.
3) Treasure my friends more. Like clique, dancers, and yeah those people luh. (You know I love you guys! :D)
I know I haven't really done both 1 & 2. For point 3, I really tried my best to keep in contact with my lovelies! It's so hard to do so with Steph and Lissya in NUS and worse, Gwen and Saniah in the States. But I'm still trying my very best! (:
For 2011, I hope I'll be a better person.
No things will ever come to me that easily. I hope I understand the need to put in effort in order to achieve whatever I want. I'm someone who sets really high expectations for myself and yes, I know I often think that I'm smart enough and doesn't need much studying. (Which I know it's a perception error because it is so not true.) Someone better knock sense into my head. Lady Luck has been on my side all along but this couldn't last forever!

Of course this year wasn't without ups and downs. This is the year where I partially stepped into society while I was working for the few months after A's. In this year, I've experienced much, learnt how nasty people can be, had some major setbacks which I took a while to get over, and made lots of new friends. I wouldn't say it's entirely bad, since I've learnt quite a bit and I had my fair share of fun especially during the FOCs!
And I'm getting scared... 18 Jan is the results release date right! My motivation level has been dropping over the years, from O's, then CTs and prelims, then A's, till my finals in uni. I thought when one grows older, we should know what's best for us?!