20101230
♥ All these time.
It's 30 December!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANIDA SEXAYY! :DDD
This year really seemed to fly by really fast! Like before I knew it, I already finished my first semester in university. Not too bad, still survivable (sp) but it can be better if I can get some nice university clique who will move from classes to classes with me! (:
And since it is nearing the end of the year, as usual I will set some NY resolutions and then evaluate some. (Which I honestly don't think I've accomplished it.)
2010 New Year Resolutions:1) Everyone has been complaining how picky I am (not just jobs but also food and all sorts of things luh) so my NY resolution is to stop being picky.
2) And of course treasure opportunities that are presented to me.
3) Treasure my friends more. Like clique, dancers, and yeah those people luh. (You know I love you guys! :D)
I know I haven't really done both 1 & 2. For point 3, I really tried my best to keep in contact with my lovelies! It's so hard to do so with Steph and Lissya in NUS and worse, Gwen and Saniah in the States. But I'm still trying my very best! (:
For 2011, I hope I'll be a better person.
No things will ever come to me that easily. I hope I understand the need to put in effort in order to achieve whatever I want. I'm someone who sets really high expectations for myself and yes, I know I often think that I'm smart enough and doesn't need much studying. (Which I know it's a perception error because it is so not true.) Someone better knock sense into my head. Lady Luck has been on my side all along but this couldn't last forever!
Of course this year wasn't without ups and downs. This is the year where I partially stepped into society while I was working for the few months after A's. In this year, I've experienced much, learnt how nasty people can be, had some major setbacks which I took a while to get over, and made lots of new friends. I wouldn't say it's entirely bad, since I've learnt quite a bit and I had my fair share of fun especially during the FOCs!
And I'm getting scared... 18 Jan is the results release date right! My motivation level has been dropping over the years, from O's, then CTs and prelims, then A's, till my finals in uni. I thought when one grows older, we should know what's best for us?!
20101228
♥ Rainbow after the rain.
辛苦了，幸福就会来了。
Finally, exams are over! :D
Sorry that I took so long to update, was too busy enjoying life after exams. (:
23 DecRushed home after the paper, got changed, dumped my books, and ran off to meet Lissya! :D Yayyyys I haven't seen her for weeks! It was a nice catch up and I always love going out with Lissya because she's always broke and we always go for budget stuff = less money spent! (: Heh Vivo on a Thursday afternoon was surprisingly crowded. Caught 'Rapunzel' like finally! :DDDD Awesome movie, hahah especially when I don't like cartoons, but well, it's a romance anyway too so heh :D Then we spent probably close to an hour in Daiso. Now I can start making gifts for my mortal (:
24 DecStarted my shopping at Bugis Street for the day! And then after that went on to Scape because there's a flea there :D Bought many nice things :D Heh and collected my maxi skirt from Cherninshan at the flea. Yes I got a maxi skirt! Pondered for really long before deciding to get it. Sought many opinions and the classic ones came from Jianb and NG TINGHUI as usual?
Jianb: "You ask the wrong person liao. To me, skirt should be the shorter the better."
NG TINGHUI: "Technically, skirts should be the shorter the better. But if the girl has elephant legs, then skirts should be longer."
As such, I decided to heed NG TINGHUI's advice and hide my elephant legs under my maxi. Thank gawd my maxi is not sweeping the floor :D Heh I'm gonna keep it for CNY, if I can resist wearing it.
25DecStarted off the day by going to Bugis Street 'cause something I bought the day before can't be worn. I swear it's not me, honestly!!! The top is too small. MAYBE Peng or Shan can wear it. And so, I went to see if I can do an exchange. And the shop was closed when I reached ): Had to rush over to meet Yingling and Jianb for lunch so my sister continued shopping there. Lunch was at Ikea with Jianb and Yingling. Then I went off to Scape again with Yingling 'cause I heard there was a flea but so disappointing the flea was so small ): We met Sam there too! Hahah and then I proceeded on to Fareast with Yingling. Had fun shopping yay (: Though I think I bought nothing that day.
26 DecWent shopping again at Fareast. It seems like I have to go to the same place twice LOL. Fruitful shopping trip, I bought so much opps. It was like 6 full hours of shopping :D
27 DecWoke up early at 8am because of awesome dimsum :D Went to Red Star Restaurant, yay my favourite :D But upset with the extremely bad service yesterday. I remember this kind of really traditional dimsum restaurants will have waitresses pushing the trolleys full of dimsums and you will take whatever you want. But due to the very little staff available yesterday (3 trolleys going on for at least 10-15 tables), everyone rushed to the waitress once she's out from kitchen. It was crazy and not so pleasant. Ended the meal shortly because I was full too. BUT STILL I LOVE DIMSUM. WHO WANTS TO GO EAT DIMSUM AGAIN? (: Then I got home while my family went off prawning 'cause I was feeling feverish and so not in the mood for it.
Anyways, that kind of rounded up my whole week after exams.
In total, me and my sister have bought like:
2 long sleeved tops from Forever 21
2 tank tops, one from Mango and one from Swivelle
2 really pretty dresses from Swivelle
1 maxi skirt from Cherninshan
2 navy blue dresses from FEP
2 pairs of shoes from FEP
1 top from flea
1 ring from flea
1 pair of earrings from Cineleisure
1 vintage top from Bugis Street
1 cardigan from Bugis Street
and yesterday, another off-shoulder top from The Design Closet.
Everything happens in like two weeks. See how fast my money is depleting. BUT IM A HAPPY GIRL :D Hahah and I'm sorry but I'm not going to stop shopping for the next month! Bet there's gonna be lots of pretty clothes on blogshops for the coming month leading to CNY. Haix, blogshops, good or bad?
20101221
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The worse thing that could be happening now is thinking that I've too much time, slacked too much, and lost the momentum to start studying again! Which is exactly what I'm doing. ):
TIME TO GO ON A HIATUS YEAHHHH!
By the way, I need to give credit to Ng Tinghui (Who wants to be called Xavier Ng) because he's too free and he chases me off every now and then when I come online. To the extent that I've to appear offline if I want to come online LOL.
2 more days 2 more days 2 more days! :D
By the way, stupid me went to swim yesterday. 16 laps after not swimming for years!! And I ended up with aches right after I swam. I couldnt even wash my hair properly when I bathe because it hurts a lot to raise my left arm above shoulder level. Gosh and yesterday night, I cannot sleep. Was flipping around in bed cause my whole body aches so much. And I couldn't really concentrate on mugging because yeah, my body is aching! SMART LIZHU, REALLY SMART! -.- Let's hope that my body stops aching by tomorrow if not HOW AM I GOING TO WRITE LONG ANSWERS DURING MARKETING EXAMS?!
On the sidenote, Hwarng is back :D Yays I messaged her yesterday morning when I woke up and then that stupid girl left her SIM card in the States, so smart yeah. Can't wait to meet up with Hwarng, or at least can't wait for exams to be over so that I can call over and chat with her for hours!!!! Saniah is on the plane back right now! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS :D I miss you girls (:
Alright, 2 more days then I will start blogging/Facebook/Tweeting/Tumblr again! :D Jianb, I know you v bored hahah E.N.D.U.R.E.! Good things are worth the wait :D
20101218
♥ Every day is a new beginning.
It's been a tough fight with exams. Gosh, cannot believe that only one week has passed. I felt so liberated, like a month of intensive mugging has passed.
And no, my exams are not even over. Last paper on 23rd, so I'm slacking now. I will start again on Monday, that's if I can still find my momentum back LOL.
Alright, I'm not gonna grumble about exams. It's over and it's quite pointless ranting. Time to get over it and focus on the next one.
Exciting news: Gwen Hwarng and Sharifah Saniah gonna be back in 2/3 days. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyys I miss you deep deep. :D
SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO AFTER THE 23RD:1. No more mugging for one month.
2. Shopping shopping shopping! Although my sister and I just bought like 6 more pieces of clothings in one week. But CNY is coming, perfect excuse to get more clothes.
3. Time to meet up with Saniah and Gwen!
4. DrumZout and Seniors' camp!
5. I need my entertainment, movies and Kbox anyone?!
6. Dramas and dramas and dramas and still dramas.
7. Rowan/Pendra/PW137/S21/clique/everything else outings!!
POTENTIAL BAD NEWS:1. Money depleting.
2. Results.
Wth right, will just worry about the money part next time. :P I wouldn't dare to proclaim that it's a well-deserved break since I haven't been mugging much, but well I need my dosage of rest luh.
Anyway, 12 Dec, Channel U had an awesome show. 《
等一等爱情》I really love Julian Hee and Joanne Peh inside. Very awesome and very sweet (: They have awesome quotes too.
我在雨中等你，在太阳下等你，等了又等，一等再等，
最后我忘了我在等些什么。可能只是一个结果吧。
我们一个是时针，一个是分针，偶尔会交汇，却以不同的步伐在前进。
什么时候我们才能为彼此停下脚步呢？
20101210
♥ Two more weeks.
Two more weeks! I'm gonna hang in there...
Yeah I know. I haven't been the most hardworking individual out there. And there I am, taking up others' chance of securing a double degree and not working hard enough to make sure I am on par with other double degree students. And on Thursday, I actually had the nerves to go up to my professor and asked him about specialising in Actuarial Science. Which apparently appears to me as a specialisation with freaking heavy workload. It's so material intensive and stuff and Prof. Bala said that Actuarial Sci students usually top the school. Yeah, by school, he means the whole of NTU, not just NBS.
P.S. But did I mention that Prof. Chew just told us today that 'You might not be the most hardworking student but you can still score pretty decent grades if you know how to study." Let's pray that whatever I am doing is the correct method of studying.
And tada~! There goes my chances of getting into Actuarial Science and to think Prof. Bala kind of believed in my 'capabilities'. He was like " I think you should be able to make it. If you really don't, come over and find me and I will at least try to find out the reason for not selecting you." Omg I'm so gonna disappoint him, NOT.
BECAUSE IM SERIOUSLY GOING ON A HIATUS STARTING FROM THE MOMENT I FINISHED TYPING THIS POST. IT IS REAL THIS TIME ROUND!!!
Cause I cannot cannot CANNOT afford to joke around anymore.
Btw, I realised that I AM WEIRD. I scored pretty well for a Stats quiz most people claimed was hard and I scored lower for my recent Econs quiz even though everyone said it's easier than the previous one. WHAT'S WRONG W ME?!
Two more weeks. Exams will be over and GWEN HWARNG AND SHARIFAH SANIAH WILL BE BACK! Cannot wait :DDDDD
20101207
♥ The littlest thing.
The little things in life just brought a smile to my face today.
Today, I read a friend's blog. And I saw my name in the blog post. It feels good to know that you're on another person's mind, to know that the friendship feels so real.
While I hear about how my friends grumble about the emotional/psychological loneliness you feel after we entered university, since everyone seems to be constantly competing etc, I feel glad that I still do have some real friends around. Who does appreciate my concern afterall LOL.
20101206
♥
太多小煩惱 怪我們不懂得抛
太多的問號 答案也都不必找You know you don't want things to go on like this. You know you want things to take a turn for the better. You know it depends on you. But you just can't.
It's not easy. After all the problems imposed, after all the inconvenience caused, to just turn away and pretend that I don't bother.
I know you don't mind. I know you don't care. I know it makes no difference to you. But I'm still bothered.
"When you cannot keep your own secret, don't expect anyone to keep it for you." Now I suffer the consequences of my own actions.
I am a perfectionist. I cannot tolerate the slightest forms of imperfections in my life. I know I keep on harping on the nitty gritty things, which I should have just thrown to the back of my mind by now. Because there are more important things to do, more pressing issues on hand.
It's not happening now, but it doesn't mean it is not possible in the future. I will make an effort. No awkwardness yeah. (:
20101204
♥ Fast forward.
The week zoomed past.
A week packed with 2 quizzes, and 2 projects, and many more tutorials to complete, as well as the need to start revising. It was crazyyyyyyy. But, so far, the tests' results were satisfactory. (:
Do you like a subject and then score well for it? Or do you like a subject because you can score well for it? Hmmm, sometimes I get confused in life. And I stop and think, and realise I don't know where I'm heading towards. And I wonder if how many were in the same situation as me.
One plus more week.
Did I say I'm on a hiatus? Why am I not on a hiatus yet!!
20101201
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Time is running out. So much things undone! ):
I'm craving for kimchi. CANIDA LEE I THINK I MISS MY KOREAN FOOD AGAIN! :/
P.S. This is not coincidence, I think it's a joke.
