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I have a boring life, so I'm gonna rant about studies again.
TELL ME HOW TO MAKE ME STUDY!
Like I've so much so much SO MUCH things to do and I've done nothinggggggg everyday. I think someone should lock my laptop. Alright, I'm so gonna ask my sister to change the password BUT I need to check my NTU mail everyday (for Drumzout and canvassing stuff).
Seeeeeeeeeee, I always have excuses. Oh freak, I can keep on procrastinating but hello~! I DON'T HAVE TIME AND I THINK I SHOULD STOP ACTING LIKE I DO.
This is upsetting ): Why isn't my motivation coming back to me?!


Tomorrow's Hari Raya, there's lessons oh yayyyy. o.O Alright, I agree, I don't need to celebrate, I should just get down to studying. Okay my grades aren't enough to tell me that I'm gonna be gone case if I don't mug. I need something more, something to hit me right in the face (but something that doesn't have too undesirable effects on my final results ehh).
"When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves." It is kind of obvious that I failed to rise up to the challenge, FOR NOW. I WILL BUCK UP. I better do, if not I'm gonna start despising myself.
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