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I am so affected once again.

Ahhhs, it wasn't supposed to end this way.

I know I have been really laggggggggg but that's more because I stopped going to your profile. And I thought everything was still going strong.

And I think it still meant a lot to me, partly because it was always subconsciously on my mind. I was happy just seeing you happy and now I'm upset. I'm seriously moody right now.

I made the biggest mistake once, twice, many a times. It was good that I can know about you once again, although many things could never be the same again. But, I guess, it is nice just seeing that you're happy the way you are. (:

Hate how contradictory I am zzz.

When I don't have things to do, I grumble and say that 'Why is life so boring? Why am I rotting away instead of doing anything constructive?"

Now, I've too many things to do. Finals in just 15days, with marketing article report not yet done, and case study stats not yet started, and DrumZout stuff to do and more tutorials to do, and Stats and Econs quizzes to revise for. Gosh, and the result is... I'm having a bad headache now.

Yesterday, I was attempting to start revising for my finals, but not knowing where to start. Then, I realize that I have to get my tutorials and lecture notes filed PROPERLY before I can even start reading right? I've to change the untidy habit of mine. And tada~ I actually spent 2-3 hours there trying to file everything. At least, its all neat and tidy now.

And, Antonio's randomly SMS over asking if Chai and I wanted to meet for dinner. So, feeling guilty that I spoilt the meetup the last time, and I actually wanted to meet them too to take a break off mugging (like I ever started in the first place), I went out for dinner. It was a short plus nice catch-up session while we laugh at how noob we were when we were young and naive hahah.

Alright, I really need to go on a hiatus. Goodbye, till I don't know when.

P.S. Usually my hiatus never works. Haix.

Have you ever felt that way?! Like your heart was thumping so fast and you don't know how to react?

I call this coincidence. Just when you're leading your life well like that, a person from your past appears and he reminds you of everything. I guess it serves as a reminder that we should always move forward in life but treasure the past as well.

It was an indescribable feeling. Seeing you standing directly in front of me. When the MRT door opened, we looked at each other for what seems like eternity 2 seconds, and a thousand thoughts ran through my mind. Should I smile and acknowledge you or what? In the end, I automatically looked away and walked away.

It was pure awkwardness coupled with a tinge of I don't know... excitement, maybe? For the rest of the day, I couldn't stop smiling when I think of our encounter. It was nice knowing that you were doing fine. (: And it's nice to bring back such awesome yet awful memories, reminisce a bit about the past, laugh at how stupid we were previously, and be glad that I've never regretted what I've done.

Can I restate my points that Tumblr pictures posted may/may not have any associations with my blog posts/whatever I'm feeling right now? Please DO NOT assume too much. The quotes are just too awesome.

Today, I was PS-ed by Canida, and then Jianbin, and I was mugging alone at some random bench outside LT27. Loner right, yeah I'm a lone ranger. ): Alright, mugging was productive but ineffective. In the sense that I was more like regurgitating (spelling looks weird eh) rather than processing information meaningfully. Ahhhs what happened to my brain cells!

And at 130pm, I met Yingling for lunch. It's not lunchtime already ehh, my stomach was already making noises at 1130am, but I told her (because I'm a she, so my stomach must be a she too) that 'No, no food for you till 130pm, so be good.' and indeed, it stopped rioting at like 12pm or so. Alright, I sound like I'm writing a narrative.

Lunchtime was HTHT time with Yingling. COT yeah! Hehh I'm feeling the trust everyone place upon me. Everyone (okay luh a few people) says 'Really cannot cannot say hor. Secret ahhh! Cannot even tell whowhowho hor!' I have this love-hate relationship with secrets. Like I feel that people entrusting their secrets to me makes me feel like I'm really important (alright, egoism at work :P) but at the same time, I'm afraid that I accidentally say the wrong stuff. So, usually, I tend to stop people from telling me stuff, esp if they ask me 'You must promise me you won't ever say out okay.' and I will reply 'Can you don't tell me please?' but don't worry yeah, now that your secrets are with me, it will stay within me. (:

Alright, off to mugggggg! Hello Yingling, I didn't know you're not a new blog reader! You've been reading my blog for the past 3 months? How many more silent readers out there?! :D

只是小傷口 那又為什麼 隨時碰就隨時痛

I think I didn't mention this. Last DrumZout meeting for the semester already on 11th Nov!

Picked our mortal for the 'Angel & Mortal' game that will be revealed during our camp! So looking forward to it :DDDD

Hehhh someone help me ehhh, give me suggestions on what I can do for mortal, and how!!! So, don't tell me things like 'pass his a packet of tissue when he's sneezing' because I can't outrighly pass it to him! :O I think the 'getting a gift for your mortal' idea is way easier. AND WHY 3 GOOD THINGS SOMEMORE?!

Some wonderful things I'm looking forward to after finals:
1) FREEDOM yayyy!
2) DrumZout Percussion camp from 3rd to 6th Jan 2011 :D
3) CAC FOC Seniors' camp from 8th to 9th Jan 2011 :D
4) Many other percussion practices and our parade down Orchard (:
5) GWEN HWARNG & SHARIFAH SANIAH IS COMING BACK FROM FARAWAY LAND!
6) Many many many meetups with lovelies (:

Gwen Hwarng is gonna reach on 20 Dec 12am. Nice one, you leave at such weird timings and you gonna come back at such weird timings too. I'M NOT GONNA WELCOME YOU AT THE AIRPORT! But you know I still love you right :DDDD Let's cook dinner again or something (: Come teach me how to make whatever you've learnt to make at S.Carolina!

P.S. Pictures below have no relations whatsoever with blogposts todayyyyyy. Please go to my Tumblr, www.atthatmoment.tumblr.com, for more such awesome quotes/pictures.

P.S. Haixxx I really don't know what to do. Can everyone forget that I've an EC? ): I don't like how awkward it is between us now.

I have a boring life, so I'm gonna rant about studies again.

TELL ME HOW TO MAKE ME STUDY!

Like I've so much so much SO MUCH things to do and I've done nothinggggggg everyday. I think someone should lock my laptop. Alright, I'm so gonna ask my sister to change the password BUT I need to check my NTU mail everyday (for Drumzout and canvassing stuff).

Seeeeeeeeeee, I always have excuses. Oh freak, I can keep on procrastinating but hello~! I DON'T HAVE TIME AND I THINK I SHOULD STOP ACTING LIKE I DO.

This is upsetting ): Why isn't my motivation coming back to me?!

Mugging has been a torture to me now!

I can just sit at my desk and stare into space for hours and not do a single thing at all! ):

BAD BAD BAD! That's why I say I hate such indepedent learning style. You can heck all your tutorials and then the teachers won't really bother. (Unless of course, you couldn't answer the questions which they pose to you.)

I've got Stats test results, OB critical report, OB ethical report and Econs tests results back. Econs was a 9/10, sounds damn awesome right, but you look around and you realise there're quite a couple of 10/10 around, actually 9 is just an average ): Stats was baddddd, I think it's below average, and I'm upset ): I want ACTUARIAL SCIENCE luh, actually I'm not too sure if I want it but I'm kinda only considering between B&F and Actuarial now so Stats is ultra important to me!

I kinda should be on a hiatus soon! 1 month more to exams, with many unfamiliar concepts and report grades and test results showing me that I'm just average, I need to work harder! And DrumZout meetings has stopped for exam preparation and then FOC stuff hasn't started though Impresario has lots of stuff these 2 weeks.

And... I need money! I'm gonna have lots of shopping trips and outings during the holidays! AND GWEN HWARNG AND SHARIFAH SANIAH ARE COMING BACK! Hahah all the paid surveys money go to DrumZout funds. If only I can keep them HAHHA. BUT... I'm on my way to become the No. 1 fighter for canvassing! :P

But, I'll be okay. It's only gonna be better. (:

I'm pissed pissed pissed.

Not the first time I'm pissed over you already ahhh.

I really dislike I.N.C.O.N.S.I.D.E.R.A.T.E people! Thank you, you just spoilt my mood today.

Sometimes I wish I can be angry, like I get pissed once in a while but not the real 'flare-up' kind of angry. And I wish I would, so that it can act as some form of protest. That I really HATE what's happening now and you better do something to change it because your attitude is freaking bad.

AND NO, IM NOT GOING TO GET WRINKLES FOR YOUR SAKE.

I hate it when I'm trying to be nice and arghh, that's it seriously. What a waste, but that's it. I need you to realise this: I'm v affected and you better change. I'm not demanding, but you're pushing your limits.

1. CAC members' night.
2. Meetup with ZB & Chai.