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Today wasn't a good day. Yeah I officially received the rejection email for NTU scholarship. Am a little upset still, but am fine. Expected the prolonging of the wait to be just a prolonging of agony, though I held on to a little hopes every now and then.
Which makes me realise life has been too smooth-sailing for me. When a setback comes, I cry myself to sleep. Too weak, seriously. Maybe this setback is good in a sense too. When life gets too perfect, I will forget how to deal with the imperfections. The real challenge comes after graduation!
I'm fine, really. It's a big thing but it's not the end of the world. I'm sorry to those who believed in me and whom I have disappointed. And I thank those who were with you when the sky came crashing down on me. It wasn't too exaggerating but it's one of the biggest events in my life already. I'll get back up, come'on luh, who am I? HAHAHA.
The world won't stop spinning because I am moaning. Neither will it slow down for me to catch up. And I think the least I should do now, is to get back with life, because life goes on. And I will just continue to work hard and who knows, someone good might just come along the way?
(: Collected a whole collection of these pictures haha. You will see more of them in the posts after that.
P.S. I tried changing the blogskin yesterday but failed again ><
