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♥ Internal conflict.
I hate it when there's this internal conflict within me. It happens all the time!
When I'm studying, I wish I could get A's done and over with and work or something so that I can have money!
When I'm working, I wish I can go back to studying (not for tests of course) because a student's life is way simpler!
When I'm out of job, I wish I get a job quickly. When I have a job, I wish I could slack around.
More examples to go, but I'm not wasting my time typing them all out.
When I just started working in like Jan or something, I still actively meet up with my friends to catch up on each other's life and so on. But now, after a while, I get tired. I want to get home everyday after work. I want to do nothing, to have some alone time, read a book, watch some TV, and not go online. But if I don't go online, it means I'm really going to lose contact with those friends of mine already.
I have stuff on for the next two following weekends, I better have the energy to go attend them. Because they are people that was once, and are still very important to me and I haven't met them for some time. I always believe that time is never enough if I don't know how to make full use of it. Okay maybe I really don't know how to make full use of time.
Nothing much exciting to update about. I'm doing this regular update thing to keep the blog alive. I'm guilty of slacking at work and facebook-ing and stuff. EH BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WHAT!
I wish to go back to those simple and carefree days eh. Those lower secondary years, when exams never seem to bother us. When we grow up, we often lose something v important - carefreeness, because all of the burden and responsibilities we have.
