20100427
♥
OH yes more stuff.
1. Wishes I work in NTU all of a sudden cause YL is going for special term. (I thought I agreed that the craze for YLW was over already >< )
2. Still waiting for NUS to offer me something -.-
3. Still waiting for NTU to call me up for scholarship interview eh!
4. Rejected SMU for admission and scholarship interviews.
5. Wishes all the guys going in tomorrow GOOD LUCK FOR NS :D
♥ Days of fun and laughter.
A quick update since tomorrow and friday night I won't be home early.
Things I've done recently: (in no order)
1. Not really recent but went out with Dear. (Of which we took no photos good job!)
2. Went for MD outing <3
3. Got a prank call by TK (But with my intelligence figured that it is a prank.)
4. Had a long chat w TK in a library?!
Things I'm going to do:
1. Go back for dance tmr LOVES (but I can't go back early ): )
2. Meet up with BCD for clique dinner AWESOME :D
3. Arrange a date with Ly & friends on Sunday or something.
4. Pester Huifang if she's gonna organise an outing for me her and Zhixin (and dragged Sam along and I haven't seen that girl for months.)
5. Get excited for Aristal woots :D
6. Wonder if there's off-in-lieu on Monday for me? Please say yes!
7. Make sure I don't give Hueihuei a chance to treat me to lunch again ARGH. She's making me feel bad.
Things I'm currently doing:
1. Dear has exciting stories to tell me. I'm like reading a storybook full of ups and downs.
In conclusions, life is full of ups and downs. Just cherish what you have, don't regret what you've done. Move on.
Even if it's a rainy gloomy day, your day can still be as colourful.
20100424
♥ Fall in love! (:
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I am happy because I have this awesome friend that is currently in love! :D
I am happy because I have this awesome NJMD family which I can fall in love with! : D
Anyway, you know who you are, I'm really really happy for you hah. As you can see, I'm super excited and stuff like that. BUT HEY! DON'T FORGET ME OKAY! We have to meet up soon, haha but don't worry I will give you enough time to spend with your boyf. XD
Since we're on the topic of love, I shall just talk a bit more about it. Lissya's blog has this really cool quote and I thought it's super true!
They say that if you love someone, let them go. But they never say what to do if they don't come back.
Like AWW, I love such quotes! Haha like so true luh. But well, I hope people around me (and of course me myself as well) need not face such situations okay. It's freaking hurting and one such experience is enough for me.
I love life eh! :D Life has been awesome, every week I meet up with awesome people. And I just wanna scream to you and let you know that you've been very important to me, please hear that! :D I may not be good in expressing how much I love you and thank you for being there, and sometimes, I love teasing you instead, but I really hope you understand you are ultra important to me. :D
P.S. You actually is like a lot of people: clique, dancers and etc.
20100423
♥ Things you never knew.
You never knew coming up with crap excuses just to leave work early and come for dance is so worthwhile.
You never knew having bruises again one year aft SYF hurts so much OUCH!
You never knew you would have to leave the school by the main gate again because side gate is closed.
You never knew you would have this chance to dance till 815pm again!
You never knew blisters and aching legs make you miss dance even more.
You never knew the thought of Aristal in just 2 weeks' time can excite you.
You never knew your passion for dance can continue to last even after stepping down and graduation.
You never knew your passion for dance can continue to bring you joy and laughter.
You never knew how long this passion will last, but I'm sure it won't go off that soon. (:
I never regretted joining NJMD despite the lack of experience and hence the very tiring trainings I've to go through and the double amount of effort I've to put in just to get my basic steps right. I am really fortunate and blessed that I've joined such an awesome CCA, performed in so many awesome occasions. Like what Phuong said, every single performance brings different experience and feelings. I am and will continue to be proud that I'm from NJC Malay Dance.
In short, I just love NJC Malay Dance! : D
20100418
♥ Worthwhile.
My limbs are aching. Legs too, basically almost the whole body. Since we danced so much yesterday. But it's all worthwhile! :D
Have been doing the get-up-from-bridge-position thingy. It sucks eh, why can't I do it? ): My arms are kind of weak from doing it already and my back is still aching. It's only that few more sessions of warmups, but I want to be able to do whatever thing that is done in dance.
Okay maybe my back hasn't been strong for damn long. But the thing is, once you fall once, twice, thrice, it gets harder for you to succeed. There is this phobia of falling down, okay I will practise it still.
Haven't watched the drama eh Lissya! Opps sorry, will watch it soon! : P
I like it that some people, no matter how long you haven't talked to them, you get this familiar heartwarming feeling everytime you have this casual talk. It feels like they are always around, and it feels very awesome! :D But eh, still that isn't an excuse for us not meeting up. ABCD clique outing please? And spins, creppe again once we get our pay okay!
That's it, short and sweet :D
20100417
♥ What can be more awesome?
What can be more awesome than this?
I'm enjoying good luck now. Which makes me a little scared of a possible downturn in my luck. Anyway, who cares, let me just enjoy them now!
Job has been good, I kind of enjoy it quite a lot.
Oh yes but I'm still waiting for offers from universities!
I had a great chat with someone today. (Okay now this one is referring to you and the previous post isn't haha.) I love chatting about anything under the sun. It feels good to be able to chat so carefreely actually, right?! : D
And and, dance has been awesome! : D It's a long day at dance today but I really love it! Dance is finally done for Zapin but of course there will be some editing here and there. I like the prop, when everyone claps together, it is so WOW and so awesome.
Okay limited vocabulary, but nothing can describe how excited I feel about Aristal! Cannot attend tech run and dry run ): Looking forward to the costumes (I hope it's not like a shock I had 1 year ago when I open the box of SYF costumes HAHA). Oh yeah but I do quite like the SYF costumes towards the end.
AND... I've been watching the SYF videos recently because it's been a year since SYF 2009, something so memorable. I like it that I have a passion for something, and it makes life more interesting and exciting. And that I have something to look forward to. Eh but what is in stall for me after Aristal ends?!
OH OH THANKS LISSYA! : D Hah maybe I will pay you rental fee :P
All in all, I appreciate that my life has been good. I will treasure it.
20100416
♥ That's it.
I was being totally realistic.
I know, that you dislike me. But can you learn to be appreciative when I try to be nice? How can someone be that argh!
Okay, I did something wrong to you and now you had this damn wth action. So we're quits okay. I hope nothing like this happens again. I know I'm being contradicting, but despite doing you wrong, I dare to say that I was sincere then. For you, I'm not too sure.
That's it. I had to put an end to these. It'll be all in the past okay. I hate these kinds of stuff. You're awesome, just upset me for the day.
That aside, work this week has been REALLY slack. And I lunch with Lili and Hueihuei on Tuesday and today respectively. So glad that it's not alone haha. But I've been quite used to lunching alone so I don't mind plus I have found a time such that I can avoid the lunch crowd.
I'm going to watch lots of dramas. Awesome fun! :D Aristal in 3 weeks yay, although I'm not dancing something so major!
20100411
♥ When time is never enough
I have had a eventful weekend. Oh yes, and an eventful week at work last week. Workload is piling up which I am not complaining because this means that I can learn more.
Oh yes the weekend. A list of things that I've done:
1. Celebrated Huiwei's bday, awesome surprise succeeded! :D
2. Dance. (And lots of laughters :D and Huiwei's wonderful observation.)
3. Had PW outing!
4. Discussed about future class outings, as in S21 and 4H.
5. Had a badminton game.
6. Had lunch and chitchats with friends.
7. Gone to the library and returned+borrowed some books+alone time.
1&2 basically is just saying that I love dance, for the company and yes for the dance too. Lots of laughters everytime! :D
For point 3, PW137 had a PW outing! :D Well I'm waiting for photos to be uploaded. Basically, I think we behaved like tourists. Taking pictures with all the tourist attractions. We even spent 15bucks on the Singapore River river cruise ride for half an hour haha. I kind of enjoyed it actually, it's v peaceful esp when our boat was so empty.
Point 4&5 basically meant that I'm exercising and spending time to catch up with old friends. It was great besides the damn stuffy coffee shop. And good to know that everyone is doing well, esp Coach Rosie ah. Haha I hope I will have the time/permission from parents to go attend her wedding in Jakarta!
Point 7. I love going to the library. I hate it that people don't treat books with care because I love reading and I want every book that I read to be in good condition. I'm sounding like a mugger, going to the library even when A's is long over, but I really love the alone time. The stroll to the library and back home. The time when I can go to the library in my geeky specs and don't care who I meet there because it's supposed to be just me and my books. I'm a bit sick of having to put on contacts everywhere I go.
Third finger hurts because of holding the racket. It hurts a lot when I type. DEAD MEAT, how to work tmr like that! I'm not grumbling about work tomorrow but I wish I've more time. Too many meetups for the next two weekends so basically the rest, next month okay. Anyway I'd have just gotten my pay and yay can splurge! :P
I want to:
- Ohno but shop again! (GSS shd be coming up in about 2 months time right! : DDDD)
- Eat creppe with Spins :D
- Go to the universal studios haha!
Okay shall not have too much on my to-do lists cause I've to start saving up, bit by bit. Mummy is not giving me pocket money once again from next week onwards since I got my relief teaching pay alr! ):
Last but not least, I want to thank those who have been constantly reading my blog secretly but not tagging. At least I know that there are people out there who hears (or rather reads) me grumble or go on and on about stuff. That somewhere out there in ulu parts of Singapore, people care. :D
20100404
♥ Internal conflict.
I hate it when there's this internal conflict within me. It happens all the time!
When I'm studying, I wish I could get A's done and over with and work or something so that I can have money!
When I'm working, I wish I can go back to studying (not for tests of course) because a student's life is way simpler!
When I'm out of job, I wish I get a job quickly. When I have a job, I wish I could slack around.
More examples to go, but I'm not wasting my time typing them all out.
When I just started working in like Jan or something, I still actively meet up with my friends to catch up on each other's life and so on. But now, after a while, I get tired. I want to get home everyday after work. I want to do nothing, to have some alone time, read a book, watch some TV, and not go online. But if I don't go online, it means I'm really going to lose contact with those friends of mine already.
I have stuff on for the next two following weekends, I better have the energy to go attend them. Because they are people that was once, and are still very important to me and I haven't met them for some time. I always believe that time is never enough if I don't know how to make full use of it. Okay maybe I really don't know how to make full use of time.
Nothing much exciting to update about. I'm doing this regular update thing to keep the blog alive. I'm guilty of slacking at work and facebook-ing and stuff. EH BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WHAT!
I wish to go back to those simple and carefree days eh. Those lower secondary years, when exams never seem to bother us. When we grow up, we often lose something v important - carefreeness, because all of the burden and responsibilities we have.
