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♥ It must come from deep within.
Besides working, I've been hooked on some dramas. Best thing about not studying: you don't have to push aside enjoyment for work (either real work or homework). This drama, Autumn's Concerto, has awesome storyline coupled with awesome songs, which makes me drop a tear or two everytime the song plays. And the song lingers in my head every now and then. Maybe I will post all the lyrics up, but first up I thought this lyrics is awesome.
我以为我的温柔 能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力 填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许
我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好 你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强 却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望
Just the chorus first, I'm rushing to eat steamboat reunion dinner!
Ah, to summarize up the week, I sincerely felt that despite boring work, my colleagues are nice and I at least can get along with them. Both my previous and current managers can bake well too (: And everyone treats me like a little girl haha.
Wednesday I met up with Steph Lilin and Peisi. Short meetup without much photos and stuff, but seeing the same old faces makes me realise that despite everything, I'm really glad for all those who's around me no matter what. Same for the meetup with Gwen Hwarng. Awesome frozen yogurt (:
Thursday I went shopping alone after work because I wanted to get a pair of heels and a bag for CNY. Of course I left home with two big bags and yeah I realise that shopping alone can be fun too. At least I need not wait for people or stop at shops that doesn't interest me.
Something that upsets me recently. I don't understand why people can be not appreciative. I ask Gwen to buy, and I got the senior dancers to share, gifts for our dancers juniors. Although we're not physically around, but we want to let them know we still love them no matter what. But till today, I've yet to receive any 'thankyou' from anyone of course unless I ask them about it. Dancers, if you've read this post and decided to thank us, let me tell you, 'thankyous' are not worth anything if people had to remind you to say thanks. I know our era is over, we may not be as important but I think no matter what, be appreciative that seniors take time to come down, that we take effort to get you guys gift, because all these are not a must.
I know some of you may go 'Aww, so sweet' but all these don't travel to our ears through the air. Sometimes, just a simple thanks can make someone's day, though when we do smth, we don't expect to receive anything in return.
My heart sank a little everytime I try to show concern but the other party doesn't seem to acknowledge it. But looking back, I'm still glad for all the little notes and gifts that juniors presented us with before exams and everything. Maybe we should really just move on and realise that time flies too fast for us to stop and catch hold of it.
Happy CNY! (: I look forward to K session and Mrs Poon's house CNY gathering :D
P.S. I saw this on Elin's nick, thought it's kinda cool. S[he] Be[li]ev[ed] - She believed, he lied.
