20100112
♥ To the bottom.
Job training is tiring! Ohmy and to think this is not the real work yet. Okay though I kind of do look forward to the real work next week, because not only does it mean money! It also means that I'll be less bored and yes more fun. I think the kids will be cute, will they? Please let them be cute kids and not kids who open their mouth and talk philosophical things to me.
Today was the second job training session. Getting to know a new group of people isn't easy, but I'm trying hard luh. You know, socialising skills have deproved greatly. I've said that I'm no longer a socialiser and I don't know why people do not believe me. Anyway, I think after the awkward phase is over (which takes maybe a few days of seeing each other), it will be fine! I cannot stand not opening my mouth too. Anyway, awesome friends are what makes work fun right. So, I should know more awesome friends. :D
Anyway, I was really fuming today as I was telling some people. Fuming not really because someone irritated me but rather I was so disappointed. And this kind of disappointment just overwhelmed me and my heart really sank to the bottom of the sea. I was supposed to be back in school to surprise the juniors. But because training was pushed back once to 5pm and another time to 530pm and I heard that they are ending dance at 630, I couldn't get there in time! You know I was so upset because I was looking forward to it and then POOF! I was really so disappointed I almost started tearing while walking towards Tampines MRT station.
I still cannot quite believe it that I've a job now after a long time of job-hunting and yes, as I've said, I'll only start believing when I really started work next week. The environment there is rather nice though.
Oh yes, Spins plus a lot of other people, said that I'm picky. Lissya said I was fickle-minded (or did I realise it myself?) because I'm still undecided on which phone to get. SML called me troublesome for whatever reasons he has. (which does not make sense to a large extent.) Ohman I've to get rid of all these bad qualities this year!