20091113
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Mugging hasn't been easy, obviously it hasn't. From the day of my previous post, I've been placing rather high expectations on myself to finish a lot of stuff everyday to make up for the loss of time during the past few weeks. Glad that it does help in one way or another.
Papers haven't been exceptionally easy, I really can't admit they are. No, it's not about being humble and saying that it's just alright or saying it's fine so that when you don't get your A you don't feel that embarrassed. Truthfully, Math Paper 1 definitely isn't classified under easy, though it wasn't that hard though. Luckily, today's Math Paper 2 was a lot better and it helped me feel more secure that my first A in this seating is achievable.
Secondly, GP is over now. I can't say I put in a lot of effort but at least I tried to make things better. Cramming 100plus words into my head, in hope that one or two will come out in vocabulary is kind of torturous because my brain feels like exploding. And sad to say, none of the words came out, but at least I know more words now. AQ was crap, I don't know what I was writing, and to think I wanted to not fail AQ again. (I can only look back at my 5.5/6 out of 8 marks AQ in two or three of previous exercises and grumble that I will never get anything near there for AQ this time round again, and that that is the best score I can ever get for AQ.) Basically, the writer seems to be repeating the points over and over again ( or is there something wrong with my intepretation.) GP essay is a kind of like crap too. I actually took the stand which no one took, without realizing that 'elimination' is an extreme word until after the paper, someone pointed it out to me. WTH to think I was actually thinking that it was one of the best pieces I wrote.
Chemistry paper 3 was okay. Thank gawd it was alright. The 6 marks which I am super uneasy of is correct, so now I am at least able to pass everything, some higher some lower. And I can at least get 50/80?! Though that's kind of like not A standard yet.
There will still be more papers. It's only 5 down, I've 7 more to go. Of which Phy and Econs are my horrors. I only happen to be luckier in Prelims for Econs (And it's not like I'm the 90th or 80th percentile or something) but I'm sure the B for Econs was kind of like when Lady Luck was with me. Actually, no she wasn't with me. If she was with me, I could have drawn the AC and MC pricing diagram correctly and scored at least another 3 marks. And I actually asked that very similar question during consultation. And whatever it is, I don't think it's enough. More things to dump into my head this weekend. And I must get my A for Phy. All the efforts must not go down the drain.
Kay time for mugging. Effort definitely isn't 100% yet. 90% probably, getting close, at least.
P.S. : (How could I have typed so much out within 15minutes, when I have to think and recall and stuff.)