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♥ SUPER DAMN IRRITATED!
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Don't ask me why I'm in such a bad mood. It's all due to everything and too many things happening at the same time. Plus I'm never going to organise an outing already. Tried for the second time yet failed terribly again. Sharifah Saniah, when you see this, come to me and beg me to forgive me. For the first time in my life, I'm super irritated with how you can take forever to reply!
Haven't been able to control my temper and stuff recently. Was told about roughly how the class fare for Prelims Chem and got back Phy MCQ marks. Oh freak man. How do I say? I'm freaking worried luh. And throughout the bus ride home, I've been thinking a lot. What if I don't get my desired grades and stuff. It's really stressing me out.
And imagine this girl. She has never really discussed about results with her parents before. As in all along, her parents (okay her dad don't really cares about her results as long as she passed, so thus her mum) have been thinking that she can cope well with it, I guess. And I tell you it sucks, it really sucks when your mum thinks that you're fine and stuff. As in she doesn't expect you to come home with As everyday but at least, she thinks that you're fine and not struggling and doing relatively well, not stressed and stuff. Totally opposite for me. And it really sucks because when you get so stressed and stuff, and you feel like crying, you can't even cry in front of her!
Feeling super vexed now. Even talking to Lissya doesn't help now.
Okay not the point here. Plus, computer is lagging like hell. I'm super irritated and I keep fidgeting around and stuff. My mum looked at me like I'm strange. I'm not, I'm just not in a good mood. And I want to sleep now. Homework whatever hell, go away please!
