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Yes I've read that.

Clarifying things make you get things straight, so much easier and stuff. It's quite, I don't know what to say, sad? that I've to learn it in the harsh way. With words slamming right onto my face. But, at least I get it settled and stuff, I can move on. I mean, I will move on.

Can someone just tell me straight what is one-sided or not, what is an illusion or not.

Okay, let's put an end to everything. Intensive mugging should start soon.

P.S. If you don't know whatever I am saying, ignore it. Don't even bother to ask me. For those who knows, unless I mention, don't talk to me about it anymore. I will forget and move on. I know I will. I always have to learn things the hard way before I can really understand things. Not a good thing though.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Don't ask me why I'm in such a bad mood. It's all due to everything and too many things happening at the same time. Plus I'm never going to organise an outing already. Tried for the second time yet failed terribly again. Sharifah Saniah, when you see this, come to me and beg me to forgive me. For the first time in my life, I'm super irritated with how you can take forever to reply!

Haven't been able to control my temper and stuff recently. Was told about roughly how the class fare for Prelims Chem and got back Phy MCQ marks. Oh freak man. How do I say? I'm freaking worried luh. And throughout the bus ride home, I've been thinking a lot. What if I don't get my desired grades and stuff. It's really stressing me out.

And imagine this girl. She has never really discussed about results with her parents before. As in all along, her parents (okay her dad don't really cares about her results as long as she passed, so thus her mum) have been thinking that she can cope well with it, I guess. And I tell you it sucks, it really sucks when your mum thinks that you're fine and stuff. As in she doesn't expect you to come home with As everyday but at least, she thinks that you're fine and not struggling and doing relatively well, not stressed and stuff. Totally opposite for me. And it really sucks because when you get so stressed and stuff, and you feel like crying, you can't even cry in front of her!

Feeling super vexed now. Even talking to Lissya doesn't help now.

Okay not the point here. Plus, computer is lagging like hell. I'm super irritated and I keep fidgeting around and stuff. My mum looked at me like I'm strange. I'm not, I'm just not in a good mood. And I want to sleep now. Homework whatever hell, go away please!

Yay, congratulations for finding your way here! :D
As I've said, I know I kept on changing bloglinks. But this is really going to be final I hope, unless I get sick of this link already.

Anyway, yeah you guessed it! I can't work with Livejournal still. So, haix. Anyway, the blogskins for blogger are way prettier (in my opinion) than that of Livejournal's. Lj's are way too simple I guess, and I don't like it I think. Hello! I mean, I ain't a simple person from the start anyway.

Okay, let's upload the photos I wanted to upload that day. *prays that Blogger doesn't take forever again*



Yay okay I guess that's about 1minute or so, acceptable. Hmm, I thought it's gonna take another 5minutes. But well, yes, this is the better version of our camwhoring photos, so I shall just upload this since both my eyes and Peisi's can be seen. Oh yes Ah B is coming back to join us like finally! I miss her lame jokes haha. (I bet you're smiling when you read this, honoured uh :D )

Talked a lot to SML yesterday. And Hongjie too. Heh I couldn't help but laugh when SML seems to get a bit worried when I said I can't keep secrets. But hey, at least me, being nice and stuff, stop you from showing me the picture. And yeah, considering that I didn't talk to Hongjie for ages and even if we did, it was just a mere few lines to summarise what happened, it was a rather long chat with him yesterday. And I'm super envious, did I misinterpret Hongjie or did RJ really have a whole week of break this coming week! URGH. Haha anyway Hongjie, let's wait and see if you really remember your promise after A's! (:

I'm super excited about meeting Sam dear. (: Icecream! (Yes Lissya, it's icecream again. And I haven't had it since I pestered you about it since June?!) Well, that's if our timetable is fine that day and stuff and we had time to meet for a short while. I really miss her so much, like I haven't seen her since A01 xmas party which was like in Dec last year! Gosh, I really hate how good things doesn't seem to last and there's a lack of time and everything.

Back to mugging tomorrow. I still refused to touch the homework I have. Don't want to think about anything related to schoolwork seriously. And to think they're starting to go through papers from tomorrow onwards. And it's a super sucky feeling. You don't know if you're right or wrong and stuff. But on a brighter note, it's just roughly 2more months to the end of A's. And yes exactly, this means that it's slightly less than 1.5months to the start of A's.